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Closing ayah bank ac is a painful experience. Esp when im doing it alone. Sad. It is sadness and holding back tears cos i feel like one by one im eleminating him of what he had. Ya Allah.. forgive my ayah and ibu. Bless them with your rahmah, Ya Allah.

Alhamdulilah Ya Rabb. Thank you so much. You heal my pain, You help me gain my strength to move on. To face the people that had wronged me and now i received an apology WA. Subhanallah, Allahu Akbar. Alhamdulilah, You heal my heart until i don't feel anger or pain when i saw the msg. Just anguish and syukur. I let it be, for i cant find the right words to begin with. Time will tell.. time will tell me what to do. For i am not that guliable kid anymore. I will take my time, You will guide me when the time comes, Insyallah.