lunacy - di sini taman langitku

aaarrrggghh..i've eaten bread in the morning, 3 BBQ chicken pau for lunch, 1 ferrero rocher, 1 peach yogurt, 1 cup of coffee, few cups of plain water and my boss is going down to starbuck to buy me coffee. am still doing my testing ova the forms that will be launch very soon for the industry to use... my eyes are getting red, annuar zain (mungkin), SO7 (berhenti berharap) & peter pan (mungkin nanti) are my company at the moment. there's 103 pages of forms ... so the system getting super slow and yours truly is still testing the forms. i can't hardly open my eyes oh man!! i saw danny & awan was having a very interesting discussion ..how i wish i can join ... dream on lunacy....

am supposed to be on leave today, but pasal kerja tak abis and my boss agreed not to forfeite my leave in lieu, so here i am. pekerja contoh yg sebenarnya sibuk ngan blog..hai apa kes? Alhamdulilah shanti dah slamat melahirkan a 3.1kg baby boy las sat nite abt 11.34pm errr..shan, ain't u just call me abt 11pm??. she also leaves me with loads of work .. tak pelah members nyer pasal redha jer lah..anyway, i got u guys to keep me company and boost my ego. heh, i notice that recently i keep on having headache, i tink its due to increase of my coffee in-take tau. apa nak buat, tidur lambat + kerja banyak + kepala ngantuk + kene lah ambik coffee = headache = panadol exploring to the zoo last saturday was fun. for a person yg takut dgn kucing even, i manage to touch the sheep, goat, donkey and a pony. kuda tuu seram skit ar..hahaha. Dibdib had a lot of funs kat sana ..ibuk and adik pergi skall ke zoo. ovarall, we had an enjoyable time together. thanks to my lovey ;-) how i wish

the moon was beautiful last nite, we drove to one bukit and enjoy ourself watching the moon. Big-bright-rounded-orangie moon... i love moon watching. i was thinking of pris lately, wonder how she is ..and yesterday, i ran into her.. she's looking great now but still jobless.. gosh, how i miss the ol times together with her. we used to share our darkest moment together. we confide each other..on everything..life was a roller coster in those days... arrrgggh, am i really having my "golden times".. @#$! and there is shan..my partner, colleague, aka, good fren and arrrggghh terrribly close fren. we shared everything together.. heh, just came back from sending her home cos she's having labour pain ... opps, shan just called that her waterbag had burst while she's taking shower ... alrite... out u go to HOSPITAL!!! may u have an easy labour..and give birth to a healthy baby .. am sure gonna be bizi without u and looks like i might forget to knock off from work wi

hari ini sibuk lagi seperti hari2 yg lalu .. tapi fikiran tetap mau bercerita disini.. utk bacaan sape ye? been having problem with the broadband at home. at last yesterday we manage to fix it. woohoo... it was kindda late when we go to bed but we were happy. (side track: its funny that some nites u just lay beside the love of ur life not doing anything ..yet u still enjoy such calmness and wonderful feeling of passing the quiet moment as an individual yet still together) a colleague of mine has been sharing his stories abt having his 3rd kids. it won't be easy but he said he'll find a way to support his family ... last week, he told me that doc said his baby was abt 4 kg, his wife due early feb but he felt it would be earlier.. maybe by end Jan?? .. last tuesday, i received an email from him .. asked for prayers/doa cos his wife gonna give him one more child ... yesterday, thru an email i was inform that the baby had a fractured back bone and receiving care in ICU. this mor

its the peak period in my office. too many accounts to check. on top of that im testing the sets of forms that we created the other day..(arrrgghhh, i found lots of mistakes huhu with the java and some are due to urs truly yg tak concentrate buat kerja krn bizi dng blognye ... now, im pretty sad soul, i didn't do a gd job. actually no one said anything it just that im my biggest critic - itu yg susah) gosh, time is running, i need to get some reports out by let say.. tomorrow?. testing has te be completed by monday and i'll be on leave on that day.. dats leave me with thurs & fri to finish up everything. how to blog like that??? hemmmm... nevertheless, its lunch time now... a fren nak bagi nasi goreng, oklah tuu im not that hungry anyway cos ive been eating 2 ferrero, 2 pieces of kitkat, 1 seedless prune.. plainwater and i still have dry prunes and cranberries right here on my table...hahaha sounds like im enjoying myself ain't i?? hmm, mana kroll ? out to kluan

i went to solo to buy lunch. infront of me was a young boy.. dia nak makan tapi cuma ada $2 di tanggan. mulut ku ringgan nak bilang makcik takpelah i pay for his food tapi makcik tengah sibuk melayan dia. ku amati dia.. lengan bertatoo. niat tadi termati seketika. bukan aku anti tatoo cuma cara penampilannya buat aku rasa kurang senang. bukan aku tak tahu cara hidup mereka... masalah nyer terlalu ramai remaja melayu yg hanyut macam gitu & aku masih rasa bersalah krn mematikan niat asalku. i bought 3 birthday cards for 3 gd frens of mine. ironya, i tink my blog frens lagik tahu what im up to nowadays dari the 3 frens yg ku panggil sahabat. tuntutan dunia merubah banyak perkara... yg seronok waktu raya ialah dapat makan masakan ibuk. slurp! slurp!! itu lah saat bahagia hehe. tahun ni, kambing buat gempak bila ia terkandas di Indon. hari minggu baru kambing sampai ... so ada lah yg terlepas peluang utk berkorban, hai tak rezeki nak cam mana ye. Alhamdulilah kambing dibdib slamat

aku terkorban dua waktu sejak raya dan 3 hari tashriknya. aku kurang bertakbir, aku tonton: cinta luar biasa, garfield, the incredibles, irreversible dan PGL.. aku lupa takbir lagi... aku sleck giler. hah apa kes ni? itu lah aku dan kekurangan ku .. aku tak bangga but i had a good time menghabiskan waktu yg ada... aku rindu seseorang yg slalu put senses in my head. bukan hilang pertimbangan cuma sengaja mengikut rese. aku masih ok lagik sebab yg berlaku ni di dalam kesedaran mental. ini cuma cheap trick si virgo yg tak abis2 nak kan attention. smlm makan ice cream connetto ..lazatttt akan aku cuba tulis lagi nanti

hv a wonder raya sambil mengenal erti "Qurban" krn ia mendekatkan hati pada Allah.

penat sekallll kaki ini.. apa tidaknya .. shopping with a limited time is not easy but Alhamdulilah i get a matching shirt for both my loveys. gonna wear it this friday hehe.. awww! i no its unnecessary but can't help it..this is part of me that i really dun noe how to change ..maybe soon will try to be better. last week, lovey and me planned to get a broadband for our home pc cos what we use now is the normal telephone line which is free. but recently, the bills gets higher and we keep on getting messages that somebody is trying to get connected with our line. that's how we decided to get a broadband instead. so last sunday, we went pusing2 around town just in case if we come across singnet shop but guess what?? we ended up buying aircon for the house!!! errrggghhhh that's a big diff in budget ya??? koyak besar kocek kiter ye lovey ....

at certain stage of my life, ive met with 2 Dani. one was a sister chatting fren. he's way soo cool. even me yg belong to diff genre pun tersampuk dgn cerita2 abt Dani. Dani had a chinese gal, loved J-rock and he was a drummer. there was once adik & me watched his performance ova at heeran. it was a gig on J-rock and he was one cool grumpy like drummer with black nail polish. im so lurve his physical stuff . at the same, there was another Dani. He was having his vacation from a uni in middle east. Both of us were part-time t'chers, that's how we met. Dani was and is the total opp of the first one. Dani very soft spoken .. ada loghat klanteh lagik.. hmm org kota singa cam tuu? interesting kan? always smile, sejuk mata memandang... kenapa i teringat diorang ni?? sebab smlm i baru bertemu Dani...

Puasa Arafah.. bila ye? kerajaan arab saudi sudah menetapkan yg aidil adha akan jatuh pada hari khamis .. esok para jemaah haji akan wukuf di Arafah.. so sesapa yg tak de aral dan ada syndrom malas nak makan dipersilakan untuk perpuasa esok ya...

banyak yg dia nak cerita kan.. sememangnya dia suka bercerita .. tapi dia juga hairan kerana dia bukanlah seperamah ini bila bertemu muka. dia lebih banyak diam dan tersenyum bila bertemu orang yg di tak berapa kenal. berat sungguh mulut untuk bersuara..kengkadang tuu idea tak menjelma walaupun setelah ia cuba untuk memerah otaknya... sewaktu di jb sabtu lalu lunacy bought few vcds hehe takut pun takut jugak, kalau2 ada full check-up kat cutom. Alhamdulilah ..keta dapat lepas .... at last dapat lah tonton PGL. heh, yelah korang smua dah tengok kan? apa nak buat.. yg lucunya bila kereta dapat lepas jer dari kastam kota pura nie.. lovey terus bersuara "yahooo... mari kita tengok PLU!". adik & me terus berkerut and terdiam ... lovey pun terperanjat and smile ..hehe dia salah sebut lar..." its PGL darling " i told him heheheh... anyway, AiDiL ADhA is coming again, ada sesapa yg nak berkorban tahun ni? macam mana ye penghayatan kita pada Aidil Adha.. raya yg

Do u knoe some pple say I look like amy masturah? Eh serious, the first time amy took part in Asia Bagus, my couzen smua said eh budak ni muka cam enkau. For an innocent lunacy, I just berkerut and tersenyap errrr.. and so last friday, while I was sitting in the lecture room I “terperasan” that I do resemble Amy kuang kuang kuang.. im getting worse ain’t I? Good kan? More warna warni si lunacy ni hehe but its not like what ur thingking. Do u remember puteri impian? si tuan puteri yg suka berangan?? I got that syndrome lah these days. Apa tidaknya.. everytime James, omputih dari british council tu talk abt something, my mind start to ling a-linga-a-ling.. relating it with something else…that’s what I like abt attending course. I got the freedom to daydream and i my eyes start dancing with laughter and James will look at me and trying to figure what the hell is she thingking hah! im having fun James.. in one of my past entry, i did wrote abt my adik. how we always argue and she en

2 days out of office and terasa lemas duduk di depan kotak 4 segi. lemas kerana hatiku melonjak keriangan bila ku jenguk ke blog ku. hehe aku rindu! rasanya teman2 alam maya pun dah tak sabar nak dengar apa yg lunacy buat beberapa hari lepas. heh, lunacy pun tak sabar nak bercerita ni... tapi coast tak clear lagik. walaupun otak ni dah berputar-putar with words but i need time guys to pour my nonsense just for ur pleasure reading haha . deadline after deadline ... im dead man!! sebab tak chance nak blog : ) "Adren: U know what Lun..I wish i got a sister like u .." to adren , i was close to tears when i read ur message. entah kenapa ( this is my famous quote btw..) i always feel some kindda connection from the first time i read ur blog. up till now am still puzzle ova it and i was thinking of u this morning wonder how si An opps Ad doing.. hai, buat apa nak keep burning ur self tuu arrrghhhh one thing for sure, my doa for u always. anyway,my one and only br

hahaha ... tak de kerja lunacy gie type all the wat u call it ar... dhomir munfasil kat adren's tag board hehehe ... just wanna be notti. i'll be on course kat british council esok ... opps forgot again to check ada tempat solat tak kat sana.. will try to pop in if possible.. hv a great weekend smua!

at the age of 30, i still enjoy watching teenage love stories.. i feel what they felt. nothing is too kid stuff for me heh, nothing has change. i have not outgrow any part of my life the only different is .. everything comes with maturity better than those days.. ... i can still remember the first time when i bump into lovey .. he's so big and tall. my heart race to the max .. i almost didn't make it to office .. if only im taller we sure dah comolot . (learned the word frm awan hehe) Merindumu Delon Tak kurasakan lagi Hangatnya rasa rindu Tak kurasakan lagi Indahnya hidup ini Telah habis rasa Cinta di hati Yang menyelimuti diri Tak 'kan lagi belai lembut tubuhmu Tak 'kan lagi sentuhan bibir manismu Tak 'kan lagi satu di dalam dirimu Ku merindumu Oh kasihku dengarlah seruanku Oh pintaku jangan lupakan diriku Jadikanku kisah manis dalam hidupmu Kau kekasihku

hari ni pepagi masuk ofis jer dah start kerja dgn girangnya hahha.. im checking my work now, hopefully all the forms works. aku musykil betul lah asal adik ni suka nak merajuk. saban hari ada jer yg tak kene ..makin sensitip, usik sikit lepas tuu melarat trus merajuk. bila aku tak buat apa yg dia suruh, dia merajuk. tadi pagi aku bagi dia 50sen to make up for yesterday event, tuu pun mungkin dia boleh merajuk sebab 50sen kureng tuu. apa aku nak kene dok pikir punca2 merajuk ni atau aku kene slow rock dgn dia ova a cup of coffee kat coffee bean? mungkin jugak, krn semester akhir dah bermula.. risau dng pelajaran, graduation dan working life... hai, i dunno ar dek..shall we talk? baru ni aku terperasaan watts-in ada terlekat di beberapa buah blog lain ..hehe thanks korang smua. tak sangka ada yg sudi baca. dulu bila start blogging ingat nak buat utk personal jer lepas tuu, syiok plak bila ada org baca & komen so skang ni aku bersyukur je lah. sejak dua menjak ni i've been

entah kenapa hari ini terasa nak bukak blog khas utk jun ...hehe smlm wedding was ok-ok fun gak nantilah, mungkin i write abt it later.. ada sesapa nonton kat tv org islam bersolat jemaah di masjid yg masih tegap walau dipukul badai tsunami tak? miracle ar... tadi terjadi lagi gegaran di acheh. aduh hai... Alhamulilah tak de yg cedera. Helicopter US plak terjatuh di sawah padi di acheh..klakar pun ade... Brad Pitt dah solo again ... adren, perpusu2 org dtg ke blog awak.. cam kat padang arafah lagak nye..apa cerita tuu? hope u r ok. sorry abt ur results..hope something can be done. Taufix, oh ada blog baru eh??

slamat pagi & happy monday to all too... eh eh 3 fav bloggerku ada kat sini..hehe thanks guys. i watchED ning on tv2 sang awan yg terpilu teringat plak pada blog awan dan teringat plak pada bahasa melayu saye yg dulu nya sangat layu dlm diri ni.. tapi tanggapan ini mulai berubah bila hati mulai terpaut dgn ukiran kata2 dari mereka yg pandai berbahasa. Awan & topek, i shall put a bkmark to blog korang k :) 10 days of 2005..azam blum jumpa lagik. mungkin blum ada yg mendesak utk aku buat azam hehe.. anonymous.. u so mean to me yesterday.. get evil ngan orang lain ar .. jgn ngan i ar...

entah kenapa tapi dalam diam aku terluka.... slamat berhujung minggu smua!!

TGIF ..weekend is coming, a cuzen is getting married this sunday. (time to meet up dgn kaum kerabat lagi) . but why keep it a secret that u guys dah nikah dulu? hehe drama after drama ..tulah manusia bila dah bertemu drama tak abis..aku sekadar pelakon tambahan jer... last nite, masuk jer umah dah ada phone call from kawan dia yg tak brapa dia kenal dan lama tak jumpa .. kawan tu nak pinjam duit. hmm, berligar2 minda memikirkan.. nak bagi ke tak mau .. hmmmmphhh... setelah puas dia berfikir, akhirnya dia memutuskan utk tidak membantu. walaupun fikiran jadi gusar dan disengat rasa serba salah tapi dia tak berubah fikiran...kejam ke dia ni? Titipan utk bulan ini: Januari - Glenn Fredly Berat bebanku meninggalkanmu Separuh nafas jiwaku sirna Bukan salahmu, apa dayaku Mungkin benar cinta sejati tak berpihak pada kita Kasihku sampai di sini kisah kita Jangan tangisi keadaannya Bukan kar'na kita berbeda Dengarkan, dengarkan lagu Lagu ini, melodi rintihan hati i

its ok anonymous .. i got work too hehe so wats the plan?? continue to be naughty but not evil kekekeke i went uptown to shop fast giler tadi.. wat to do.. malas nak bukak mulut ajak sesapa hehe..Alhamdulilah i get what im looking for .. sempat ke Mc to grab burger and ice milo lepas tuu suuuuuuuuutt... i took train back to office... skang ni, still work on the online forms... too many java script to put in ... aduuuuh, mata dah sakit ar that's why i took my own break and hv a look at my blog. teringat something plak.. do u noe, i ever like someone for yrs (sejak dari zaman anak abu, ke anak dara ke...) and for yrs jugak kita slalu terjumpa and just stare at each other .. i keep on dreaming of him and the possibility of us be together. In the end, when we really get the chance to talk to each other ... semuanya hancur berderai!!! sebab, the chemistry wasn't there.. tulah, bertahun2 simpan doa dan harapan.. tapi kerana Kun Fa Ya Kun Nya bukan kat situ maka tak jadilah

ada orang suka ikut sedap mulut. maki hamun orang hingga hilang rasa cinta, kasih & sayang. tapi kenapa bila ditempelak balik terus tersenyap, kaku dan kelu? patutkah merajuk hati kalau kesilapan memang diundang sendiri? jangan bila dak terantuk terus merajuk.. nak cari simpati terus kata yg dia ni dah mati .. aik, lepas dua tiga hari dah nampak baik nampak?? dah idup semula ke? tak mati lagi? ahhhh, malas seh aku.

guess what, just finished watching OC part i&ii of season 2. been waiting for too long .. makan pun tak laju cos miss ryan lot lot. hahaha..

pagi ni hatiku meloncat keriangan kerana kali ini aku bangga jadi anak singapura. heh, bukan nak ova cuma negara aku nie kecik dan ego .. ideologi nya berbeza dari jiran tetangga. Tekatnya kuat dan cita2nya tinggi. masa itu emas utk kami yg kecik ni. daya saing kami bergerak laju beribu batu .. tetapi di saat bencana melanda negara jiran .. dlm kesyukuran kami menghulurkan bantuan in cash & kind hehe ... tak henti2 kami menghulurkan bantuan Alhamdulilah. Smlm, PM aku ( mantan boss besar aku jugak lah ) personally gi melawat meulaboh & banda aceh.. lihat gayanya kalau PM dah jejak kaki kat sana Insyallah Aceh ada harapan to revive fast. Itu doa aku untuk saudara2ku di sana .. dengarnya dah 10 helicopter chinuk ke sana.. kapal besar & kapal yg land on ground dah ke sana .. excavator diorang angkut sama .. semoga anak watan ku dapat menjalankan kerja mereka dgn baik dan selamat, Insyallah. my handsome cousin is going to aceh too. u take care ya Andy Farhan. I'll pray

juat had my lunch and skaang dah ngantuk plak. Bantuan dah banyak sampai ke tempat2 bencana .. berbagai pertolong Insyallah akan dapat mengurangkan penderitaan yg mrk tanggung. tapi sifat syaitan buas nafsu manusia sentiasa bergolak... patutkan anak2 diperkosa di khmah2 yg di dirikan demi nama kemanusiaan?? Enigma, jgn tension ok ... skarang u bleh support s'pore in the tiger cup final ok. kroll, azam baru tak mau jenguk sini lagik ke? semoga berjaya. Anonymous, call me ar.. Adren, thank you my fren

been wanting to write this yesterday hv u ever hold ur bladder for the longest time ever until you can't hold it anymore and hurried to the loo to let loose ur bladder and shhhhhssssssss..... take ur time to imagine the feeling u had while u were doing it, sooo syiiiiiiooookkkkkkkk errrm seeeeedaaaaapppppp....

its been long i didn't watch local football. since the era of m'sia cup i lost interest in watching the game. yet last friday i guess; i watched myanmar vs the lions in stadium bukit jalil. eh, myanmar played a barbaric game with a one-sided thai referee but our young lions played not so bad. Again, i watch Noh Alam Shah on the field. saw him played last year or 2 yrs back. i told myself, if this fellow play by the rule he can go far ... and yes, he's now in the national team!! yesterday, was the 2nd leg for the semi-final tiger cup . both team meet again in S'pore. surprisingly, lovey and me watch the game till end. watch how bad the lions been tackle and how good the jap ref was...in the end, it was 8 myanmar vs 11 lions. woohoo... the game was so barbaric full of hooligans .. (eh, korang nak main2 kat s'pore? our police dah siap nak tangkap org tau) anyway, last nite alam shah scored a hat-trick. ok ar beb .. keep on kicking ya!! dlm sebak sedih tsunami,

i welcome 2005 dgn sungguh tidak bersemangat skall. dah lama tak sms kengkawan ..skali bila nak sms jer.. tak de kekata yg menarik kluar.. hai cukuplah dgn "slamat menyambut 2005. keep on dreaming k". entah apa jadah nya tulis begitu..aku pun tak tau..yg penting aku ingat diorang tuu. ada yg aku malas nak sms so..lupakan jer lah.