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Yesterday I was at the lowest point of my life (again). The sadness that I had felt like the time when I lost IBùK. Nothing that i could imagine work the way I imagine it to be. Dugaan dari Allah kali ini berat sekali. Aku doa dan aku gagahkan diri tapi akhirnya aku menangis tak henti. Ya Allah, terima kasih krn menghantar padaku insan2 Yg baik hati dan mengingatkan aku padaMu. Fikiran ku kusut sehingga aku kehilangan bag sekolah Kimi. Mataku bengkak, kepala ku sakit. Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa2ku permudahkanlah kehidupan ku ini.

She arrived earlier than expected on a bless Friday 24 Feb 2012. Both Mother and daughter looking well, Alhamdulilah.Alhamdulilah, I managed to shop for you last week. May all goes well for you and adek. It's a beautiful beginning ..enjoy it... And as i held her close to me and I can't imagine how proud Ibuk would have been if she's here now. Welcome to the world Baby T. Oh wat shld you be calling me??

It's been 3 wks now, blending with Mummy's Club wasnt easy. But surrounded by the boys was what I called happiness. Im still out most time not to work but to kimi's school, ayah house and Jung Kuen Suk. My sukkie seem to be my comfort zone these days. Adib and Kimi progressing well in their studies as well. Alhamdulilah. Life is peaceful except for one thing that we hv been avoiding. I'm still hoping for happiness, Insyallah. Anak sedara is coming out soon... Prayers to yeyeh and baby T.