lunacy - di sini taman langitku

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi ... dugaan apa kah ini?? last nite, I took off my 'specs' sekali tu the screw patah! so im wearing my 375 degree specs, padahal my eye degrees had gone down to 300! half way buat terawih, kimi nak susu .. we found out that we were locked in our own room!! Lock from inside. We can't open the door. Lovey had to force opened the door. so now the door is not working. this morning, i forgot to write adib dictation on a piece of paper. We normally wrote his spelling and dictation on a smaller piece of paper so he can used that to revised while in bus. Imagine the kalang kabut state i was in cos his school bus was right at the corner junction!! Oh, i just left my hp with Kimi in the car .. he was watching Toy Story3 when i alighted the car. .. and pple can't write on my FB wall to wish me HB : ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUNACY!!

Mlm ni 17 Ramadhan, malam Nuzul Al-Quran. Subhanallah, coincidently cantik dan bertepatan. Semoga mlm ini aku akan menjadi lebih sihat dan bahagia. Aku mahukan kesihatan Ya Allah, tanpa kesihatan apakah aku akan pergi seperti ibuk. Dalam kehidupan harian yg tak kaya dan tak berharta ini aku bersyukur sekali atas kesempatan hidup di bumi mu, Ya Allah. Dan merasakan kasih sayang yang diberikan pada ku. lagu ini melembutkan hati aku. RahmatMu Ya Allah aku syukuri. Kerana sudah lama aku tak merasa begini. p/s: Mbak Luna, selamat Ultah yg ke 27 ya, giliran aku; esok.

its the mid of ramadhan. Alhamdulilah Ramadhan tahun ni hati aku redup kembali. Nasyid tentang Rasullulah menemani aku .. buat aku menitis airmata mengenangkan cinta dan kasih pada Rasulullah. Hati bergetar mengenangkan mu Habibullah ... Setiap malam dalam kepenatan aku gagahi juga berterawih dan merasakan kemanisan Ramadhan. Alhamdulilah ...

Lihat langkah ku ... he still there .. not exactly behind bar but detained for what u say as 'further investigation'. Whatever laaa im still a fan. im tired lah back from Jalan Pisang. Beli lauk for buka. its raining out there, jalan licin but kept telling myself do it for the pahala. yesterday for the 1st time we went to JB hunting for Kuih Raya. It was a fun trip i had fun somehow browsing and teasing and relaxing haha .. oh and i came across 'serunding daging' - something like what Cekmi bought for us. I hope it taste as good.

I was told that i would need to move to another work station. Was given a month to pack. So on and off i would try to clear watever that i can.  I found this old piece of telephone list. It used to be one of the important item at work. *sigh* I miss those good old days having a partner in crime. How i miss having a fren to chat and share. These days no one bother what i used/ wear to work. Lonesome .. lonely .. loner. There was an old bag which i don't have the heart to throw just yet so l left it to one side. Now it was all moldy and dusty. I happily said goodbye to my bag and oh oh oh ...the A4size box contain slippers and  shoes!!! Im so tired : )

Our email: I wrote: He replied:

Setahun yang lepas aku tak pasti yang aku akan bertemu dgn Ramadhan kembali. Sesungguhnya Allah maha mengetahui, kesedihan terubat kembali, kehilang tetap ku rasai, tapi hari yang aku lalui lebih berwarna .. kasih sayang ibuk tetap aku rasakan. Kasih sayang ayah juga secara perlahan terasa begitu juga dgn adik.  Tapi yang aku sanjung kesabaran Lovey dan sayang yang terlalu indah sehinggakan sebuah senyuman itu saja sudah cukup buat hati berlonjak kegembiraan. Ramadhan muncul lagi .. kami awalli dgn solat terawih di rumah bersama.  Di susuli dgn doa bagi yang sudah tiada dan juga ibu bapa serta keluarga. Ramadhan datang lagi .. semoga lebih bererti dari tahun yg lalu.

What supposed to be an ordinary day turned out unexpectedly a happy one. Uptown ladies An old school mate (my junior in school) sent me a message in FB calling me out for lunch. somehow i agreed to the invitation not knowing who else would be there. Alhamdulilah i managed to brush away all the awkwardness and actually had fun. <><><><> <> me, mariam,fidah,azlina & nasreena <><><><> Singapore 45th Birthday celebration at the panthouse. I got the chance to sing our national anthem and renewed our pledge to the county. Oh my pic wasnt here .. 10 o clock show "The Last Airbender" - Its bonding time with the kids before we call it a night. Great movie indeed .. all of us were so happy. Alhamdulilah .. all praise to Allah.

the old me and the old ayah cud never see eye to eye. Marriage somehow changed me. dlm takut aku tetap cuba men'jestify'kan perkata-perkara yang patut di pertahankan. Dan sekarang .. almost setiap petang aku dan ayah duduk berbual, mengadu domba tentang cerita harian kita. aku dan ayah .. segala caci maki yang berlaku di sini bagai dah takde lagi. Pemergian ibuk merubah kami .. Ramadhan datang lagi .. Ibuk jengok lah kami kembali ...