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lovey in action!!

the office was quite empty, i was busy with my filing. thot of listening to Adam Lambert but i came across Warrant instead. Downloaded Heaven and my thots ran thru those years while i was in school. Warrant was one of Jun fav. rock group. We had fun together listening to Warrant. The Song 'Heaven' was awesome, simply romantic that you could get goosebumps just by lisening to it. It could be the most romantic song that a man could sing for his women. Gosh! the songs like Heaven, I saw red, Cherry Pie and Sometimes she cries could just melted your heart away .. even im-she could not resist it. i had wonderful feeling thinking of those days. Jun, if ur reading this, just to let you know im thinking of u and i miss u a lot buddy *hug* p/s: saw that little eyes of mine, i started crying when i saw met jun at the airport couple of months ago..as if my heart felt like telling her how hard it was for me to go thru life.

Alhamdulilah. Adib lulus. 3A utk B Arab, Quran dan Tarbiyah. Hmmm ... patut pun masuk madrasah. tapi masih banyak yg mesti dilakukan utk pelajaran academic. keputusan akhir dah pun keluar.. pelan aku utk tahun depan apa pula? thanks to rahmah for her comments. why didn't i think like dats before this. im more settle now. Thanks to shanti, Ligo & Im_she too. erm.. bila ni nak makan ketam? oh Grudgets? dah lupa pun. xmas is coming. kat sana sini orang cakap pasal xmas celebration. setiap kali tu jugak lah aku terasa jantungku terkejut. akan genap lah sudah setahun ibuk meninggalkan kami. banyak yg kami pelajari sejak ibuk tiada. tapi ibuk tak pernah jauh dari apa jua yg kami lakukan. nama ibuk sentiasa terukir di bibir kami. p/s: terasa lega sekarang adek sudah berpunya..

ok right, i hv to stop doing my work cos the thing in my head keep on talking non-stop that it become madness. how i wish i can just upload the thots in my head straight to my blog. it'll be much easier that way. not much of typing needed and i can very soon resume work as im supposed do. anyway, yesterday adib brought home some of his exam marks and i tell you it sucks!! oh yeah, i had a hard time sleeping last night mainly thinking of a new strategy for my kids. this whole year ive been running errands here and there and kids didnt get much time studying. A lot of time wasted on the road with me trying the best possible way that i know to juggle between work, check on my dad, prepare food, fetch the kids, trying as much as i could to do housework and keep a strong bond with lovey and and xes. Financially, im far behind target so that sucks too. i thot of talking shan abt this but i know she's too bz to give me at least 15 mins of uninterrupted conversation, so i guess m

BRUSH .. BRUSH .. its dusty in here .. so Watts-In?  i miss blogging so much!! ive got too many things that i would sure to write it down here as a reminder.  Ibuk was right all along, i shld hv not doubt her judgement on people. im just so 'lurus-bendul' that's my weakpoint up till now. im too trusting these days .. i shall not forget those madness moment.  run away fr home, crying my heart out to vent out those frustration, remembering those senyum 'ketek'.  The rain got heavier and so was my tears .. crying hard alone .. calling out ibuk .. felt so lonely .. ashame .. only God knows how bad the injury in my heart. on happy note: Alhamdulilah, majlis turned out great.  Emotional yes .. everytime meeting pple that closed to ibuk. Thanks all, thanks for the support. Thanks for being around .. the new family consist of :