Dearie sayang Bubu .. According to Murphy's Law - what goes wrong will go wrong. Qadar Allah itu lah jln cerita yang Allah dah siapkan. Ayah, Ibu & Adek will always be with you together always, Insyallah thru good & bad times. When you get all tensed up, panicked and anxiety attacked started, it broke our heart. My heart still ache .. the only thing...i dont want to cry infront of u. Im happy u woke up full of energy n positivity. This too shall pass .. ok, abang. Do pick up all ur spirit and be full again. Allah always with you, ingat tu abang. And.. i remember too when time in need your friend answer u like this ...
Now-40s..this is where i get personal