lunacy - di sini taman langitku

sebelum terlupa take note of this .. saturday, will be mlm ke 17 ..its nuzul alquran. Hari Quran diturunkan ..Masya Allah(hint hint buat ler apa yg patut k, jgn asyik buat cookies jer) Malam 17: Allah kurniakan orang yang bertarawih pahalanya pada malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi. Malam 18: Seru Malaikat: Hai hamba Allah sesungguhnya Allah telah redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup atau mati). Malam 19: Allah S.W.T tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga Firdaus. jaga diri smua ..sebab kita kan bersaudara ..

smlm balik did a bit of shopping on bahan2 kueh ..by tonite or tomorrow korang can use ur imagination to picture lunacy baking cookies k. i was too shack by the time i reached home tup tup tup lunacy dah tidur. so smlm tak sempat nak berterawih ler uwekuwek. tadi pagi by the time i was out of the train station, hujan was renyai2. waaaa, one of my fav past time is to walk in the rain sambil nyanyi lagu i remember u which goes like this .. walk up to the sound of pouring rain .. the wind would wispher and i tink of u and all the time u cry and call my name .. and when u needed me, i came thru' oh my darling i loooooveeee u! remember yesterday we're walking hand in hand love letters in the sand l remember u ... (gasak lah nak, lirik btui ke tak HEHE) skali tu, ada call from a fren ..sound urgent .. lunacy pun came to the rescue! Alhamdulilah wif God's help kawan lunacy tuu pun terhibur segala nonsense yg ada di otak saye lah .. hehe, bukan puji diri tapi se

pagi ni sejok sebab hujan ..kat radio pulak terdengar lagu m nasir satu hari di hari raya ...pwwwwwwwwitt Lunacy nak raya lah .. yesterday, tot nak gie terawih kat masjid tapi maleh lah ... i reached home late, terawih kul 12.30 mlm buat chop chop jer ..lepas tuu dpt sms dari kawan having some crucial moment ngan partner dia. masa doakan utk kawan tuu terasa syahdu banget, cam nak nagis gitu entah kenapa mungkin tak mau menda2 seperti perpisahan berlaku. dulu superman pernah kata, i may not be a pious man, but i hv a good heart. heh, lunacy sengeh sinis jer sebab ..wat's a good heart for if u gonna break my heart in the end. hai, cerita lama tak patuut terkluar. ehek ehek ehek.. oh pocot!!lunacy dah melalut nie. teringat plak ada kawan kata dia bukan pious servant, well me neither but its good that we noe where we stand :) back to reality, i hope my frens will be able to deal with masalah dia dgn izin dr tuhan. lunacy sejuk terasa cam kat alaska lah, tadi ada briefing. lun

over at lunch tadi i gie little india kat serangooon rd. heh, it was so fun. this is lunacy, dia ni loves to mix with diff cultural stuff. eh, i smell of curry lah ... anyway, lunacy managed to choose few pieces of punjabi suits for her dearie indian fren as what lunacy always did on yearly basis hmmm ... aku nak mintak commission lah lepas ni...tapi my main objective ke sana ialah utk beli kad deepa lah .. so i miss the chance to take bubur masjid sebab reach office lambat but that's ok, esok masih ada. so happy that we gonna hv perjumpaan hari raya kat tempat saye kerja nie. yippy ..bukannye saye sebubly cam kat blog nie..sure saye tak banyak mulutnye bila jumpa colleague yg lain tu lah resmi saye tapi yg sronok tu saye dapat menikmati keletah org ramai dan juadah hari raya..yahoooo! alamak, perutku dah mula rock 'n' roll aaaaaaarrrgggghhh

bila bulan ramadhan ni, banyak tempat mintak derma; Masjid, kidney foundation, tabung amal aidilfitri dsb. mereka cari kesempatan and at the same time memberi kesempatan pada org ramai utk menghulurkan bantuan. yelah pahala berlipat ganda .. sapa yg tak mau. aaaarrrrgggg ... over at the radio tengah main lagu "panti asuhan" hmmm.. sungguh touch me!! maklum ler, musim puasa ni, radio paling important skall utk kita dengar dah masuk waktu ke blum .. so bila dengar2 radio tuu terkesan plak dgn satu advertisement utk tabung amal. its actually, sedutan dari interview bersama seorang pemohon bantuan utk aidilfitri dia kata anak2 & istri dia tak pernah minta apa2 utk makan, cukup dgn apa yg ada. cuma skali2 bila diorang minta nak makan daging, dia akan belikan daging cincang berharga dua dolar. dan mrk akan mkn daging dgn kicap. cam ne ye? bila tuhan beri kita choices of food and kita masih mengada nak tu nak ni ... pernah tak kita terpikir org yg tak punya kelebihan utk beli ma

sejak change to a new spect ni kan .. ada yg terdiam bila tengok lunacy. ada yg tanya if i did something to my face. and most people said they can see my eyes now!! heh, i started wearing spectacles when i was 15 or 16 gitu .. pernah some part of the years i stick to contact lense plak .. but then oleh krana kesibukkan dunia, i go back to wearing spectacles again. you know, the thick neardy frame, eh tulah lunacy. skang ni plak, im wearing a framelss spect. see lah how long it can last. its too fragilelah …but one thing for sure, i can see my eyes now – clearly and my face too with just a glance. Actually, I dah nervous ni, banyak yg nak dibuat tapi blum terbuat. After blogging, I nak gie bawah jab to look for kad raya heheh for deepa & raya skall … yiiiipeeeee! Lunacy plan to make cookies for raya, so nak kene check on benda2nye lah…weeeeeeeeee and then, maybe shop shop for kasut????!!! Enig is gonna scream if I buy another … heh, doubt I would since I nak kene budget for raya

morning, alhamdulilah 3 days straight i get the chance to solat terawih berjemaah.

hari ni lunacy puasa tau. hai orang dah nak masuk hari ke 11 berpuasa lunacy masih menghitung hari, sedih ar. eh, talking abt sedih kan ...lunacy rasa lah, banyak sanget cerita sedih & marah yg lunacy tulis kat blog nie. apsal lah cerita happy2 jarang di tulis eh?? nanti orang ingat lunacy ni slalu di rundung maleng kek. hehehe i say bedah hari ni apa nak tulis smua tak jadik ar ... btw, saat happy lunacy ialah tadi pagi sewaktu bersahur sambil makan sambal goreng masakan ibuk. hmmmm .. tak dapat ku gambarkan pada korang bertapa sedapnye lauk masakan ibu ini. terasa indah & asik bangeeeetttttt deh! ingat nak tambah makan ... tapi memandangkan kesuntukkan waktu lunacy gie cuci gigi jer lah. heh, bertambah happy lunacy bila mendapat berita yang MAN U beat arsenal for the 49th time. Yeah!!! wooohoooooo.... no wonder im wearing red today ... its the REd Devil day ..... Berita Gempak: HARAP-HARAP TENANGKAN PERASAAN SEBELUM MEMBACA LAPORAN INI, BAGI YANG TELAH TERLANJUR... A

cam tak caya, after updating my blog .. i accidently close it. heh, maybe certain things just not mean to be told. maybe it didn't sound lunacy enuf ..heh, sapa tau. i nak gie beli kad raya tapi malas seh nak jalan ..ahekahekahek.. Malam 10: Allah S.W.T. mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan di dunia danakhirat. Malam 11: Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa seperti ia baharu dilahirkan. Malam 12: Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya (cahaya ibadatnya).

Been wanting to write abt it but cam tak de lunacy style ar .. maybe I just be rat for once Aku sayang ibuk. Ibuk is my everything. Sapa2 yg kenal my ibu will call her ibuk too straight away. I guess, korang yg blum kenal my ibu bila dah kenal pun mesti terus ngam nyer. She knows all my frens and all my frens adore her. Saturday morning abt 4am .. aku berhenti dari tersedu2, aku lepaskan tangan yg menutup mata yg berair, aku baru sedar yg aku masih lagik terbaring di atas katil. Aku nangis dlm tidur sehingga mataku bengkak. Mimpi? kenapa tak terfikir of that possibility earlier? Aku mimpi ibu meninggal (nauzubillahiminzallik). Itu yg buat aku nangis dan nangis dan nangis …. Tinggallah ayah, adik & aku. Aku nampak .. arwah uncle duduk kat satu corner. Aku nampak arwah nyai duduk di ruang tamu dan bila anak jiran cina tuu dtg bertanyakan di mana ibuk dgn ku … aku tak terjawab terus nangis .. arwah kak eda dtg memujuk … tu lah yg aku ingat. Sebab tu aku nangis. I called

I asked A&B for clarification over some work. A&B misunderstood my question and told C that I want C to do all the work. C is obviously angry!.. A&B told me abt C’s reaction. How do u think I would react? Suara lunacy pun tukar lah kejap, I told them what I mean over just now conversation. A&B obviously neva see lunacy marah … so they walk off. Hhhhmmmm!

smlm tak buka kat umah ibuk, heh ..kat umah lunacy saje cos masih ada time to balik umah. alhamdulilah .. everything goes well. mlm i watch s’pore idol. hmm, waktu org solat isyak & terawih i watch SI salah ke?? there’s always conflict kan? by 10pm dah zzzz kenapa penat aje skarang nie? hari ni nampak anggun gitu gie kerja …haha entah apa kene tak tau lah. adik took a snap of me. kalau adik emal me my pic, i bagi u tengok eh, my ramadhan look (sila sms jika anda mau lihat lunacy hahhaa) - … apa kesaje entah …while on the bus tadi, i was reminded of what i heard over at the radio tadi pagi. duno ustaz mana lah but ustaz tu kata, nabi s.a.w kata umat nye tak akan masuk syurga kecuali dng rahmatnya. hmm, masuk akal jugek sebabnya iman kita jer dah makin menipis .. nak really ikut apa yg disuruh, sungguh berat skali. makanan kita hari ini pun susah nak kata 100% halal…tapi lagik satu yg menarik perhatian lunacy ialah tentang rahmat tuhan. apa yg kita ada skarang pun atas rahmatn

yg syioknyer bila bulan ramadhan ni ialah bila dapat makan bubur masjid. smlm ayah gi ambik bubur kat masjid khalid, dekat jer dgn rumah parents lunacy. hmmmm .. walaupun lunacy kata bubur ni makanan org sakit tapi its different when it comes to bubur masjid yg wujud dlm bulan ramadhan ajer .. rasa2 hari ni ayah ambik bubur lagik tak???

Over at the radio terdengar lagu pasal ramadhan oleh raihan, memang saye suka banget dengar lagu ni tapi liriknye pun saye tak brapa tau. Coincidently, a fren email me the song. Oh baru saya taaahuu apa titlenya. Heh, bertanye plak pada diri sendiri .. apa harapan saye utk ramadhan tahun ni? (Ni kira cam kesedaran yg dah lewat sikit ar) entahlah .. saye nak kene buat time mgmt sikit ar. Mungkin mula mengaji ke? Baca asmaul husna ke? Banyakkan zikir ke? Buat solat sunat ke? Kurengkan berlunacy and jadi saye jer ke? maybe inilah harapan saye ..selain dari kemas rumah, buat kuih dan etc hehehe… “saimtu takallifal haya” – aku bosan bercakap tentang hidup. Hai, baru cerita pasal harapan dah bosan cakap pasal hidup. Ni gimmick jer J HARAPAN RAMADHAN Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan Kali ini penuh makna Agar dapat kulalui Dengan sempurna Selangkah demi selangkah Setahun sudah pun berlalu Masa yang pantas berlalu Hingga tak terasa ku berada Di bulan Ramadhan semula Puasa

is this who u are?? JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious. > ______________________________________ _________ FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but thoes not show it. Dislike unnecessary thin

korang ingat tak, time kecik2 dulu bebudak suka tangkap spider. suka main masak2. suka gie tempat2 yg org kata ada hantu lepas tuu semua cabut ramai2 walaupun hantu nyer diorang tak nampak pun. heh, asal saye cerita pasal benda2 ni, sebabnyer ... kat opis saye ada budak baru (temp staff). dia nie pelik sikit. aksesori suka pakai yg indian style atau pun etnik. dtg ke ofis pakai skirt with running shoe. letak aroma terepi kat desk bla bal .. itu smua saye tak kisah sangat lah. tapi dari ari tuu, saye prasan bila kat toilet dia suka gunakan cubicle yg ke-3. itulah satu2nye cubicle yg ada gayung. Dah lah tu bila dia masuk almost setengah jam baru kluar... tu yg buat saye benggang. dah lah kat opis sejuk kalau nak terkucil; susah nak tahan. anyway, another colleague plak ari tu prasan yg dia cam buat exercise kat dlm cubicle no.3 thru the bayang2 kat lantai ??? pelik betul ar si chetuk ni. skali tuu, tadi ada satu lagi saye happen to be kat cubicle no.2. skali dia terperanjat bila som

i was out kejap with the approval from my boss. ni kira bukan lari dari opis ler. Temankan mak&bapak to CPF building. Setelah kematian busu and ima, banyak perkara yg nak diselesaikan seperti, duit cpf nak ke mana. kalau tak buat report duit tu akan pergi ke baitul mal. lugi ar.. at least if duit gie ke ahli waris dapat juga waris derma or hajikan si arwah. lepas tu mak&bapak top-up duit ERS mrk and then ... bapak nak carik tie. ingat nak volunteer belikan tapi bapak kata dah lama tak jln2. dia nak gie orchard rd! peewiit, jadi tu ku tunjukkan lah arah ke orchard. biarlah si rumi & julinye berjalan2 ... biarkan biarkan ... me hapi tak terkira sebab kawan yg ku rindu tepon dari melbourne. Dia dah terminate her mobile so tak leh lah sms lagik. Anyway, glad she called. aman was kat melbourne for a while tapi skarang dah balik kl. dia kata he'll be back b4 raya dapat cuti atau tidak .. dat's aman yg aku kenal..proud of his guts hehehe. i asked jun apa dia nak for ra

had a chat with a long lost fren over the phone. and fren said i sound diff. not cute anymore...heh, since when i sound cute??? im gonna collect my spect today, apek kata smlm dah siap tapi tak sempat ar .. pagi tadi bangun kul 5.15 look around the kitchen.. tak de mood nak makan so went to sleep. heh, jgn ari ni complain lapar sudah lah.. maybe pasal tak makan jugak lah dari pagi lunacy senyap jer buat kerja. dats me ar, bila tengah tension, rajin buat kerja. tapi memang ari ni sibuk pun.. yg lain jgn worry, wa ten-si-en dgn menda2 yg takde .. heh oh yeah, i realise something lah but tak sure whether betul ke tak .. i ada "langgar" ego seseorang, skarang kalau nak cakap pun keep it to the min. hmmm, sori jer lah ye. pada kawan virgos smua ..korang rasa2lah, ada kah kita ni jenis org yg pentingkan diri sendiri tanpa kita sedari?? oklah, smlam tengahari ..semoga semua sihat. Malam 6: Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat yang tawaf di Baitu

ELO, i've dedicated this page to u dearie chita. Jgn bersedih lagik ok .. wait i asked abg nuar to sing for u hehehe.. very the sory dear, how could i lupa ur b'day?? its unforgivable but still hope u cheer up ya. boss tak de kat opis aper .. lots of lurve dearie ..may Allah bless u with more good years to come, gd sex (hehehe), babies, health and wealth. Nah .. i couldn't say more can i??? well, look at it this way, ur still in ur 20ssss eeerrr...be happy ok. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY WITH UR LOVE ONES K. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM LUNACY & SELURUH KERABAT KERJA DI SINI ....

Friday, penat skali!! boleh tak hidup kalau tak penat?? hihi soalan giler tak yah sapa2 nak jawab. balik umah, cuci muka & kaki lepas tu terus terlena.. aku terkejut bila lovey kesakitan .. CRAMP!!! cian dia .. it lasted quite long ...asal terjadi cramp tu ye? lepas tu aku tidur balik. phone plak bunyi ... berita yang aku dah jangka slama ini .. cuzen dah meniggal at 12.20am on 16 Oct 04. Mata yg dari tadi aku tutup rapat2 terus tercelik. Ima or nama sebenarnya Siti Nurfarah bte Mohd Yusuf bin Ahmad telah pulang kerahmatullah pada usia 28 tahun. Halim (suami ima yg tak sampai setahun pun lamanya) looked very composed. Entah apa agaknya kat otak & benak dia eh. lunacy cuma boleh ucapkan takziah dan menangisi pemergian cuzen jer ... Al-Fatihah utk Ima. The rest of the day was fine. Need to run errand so buka kat KFC jer .. tapi hampa asal ayam goreng nyer tak sesedap rasa cam KFC kat johor tempoh hari?? smlm, bila bertemu dan berkumpul dgn kluarga suasana & mood wa

Ini bukan cerita 30 hari mencari cinta tapi 30 hari mencari pahala ramadhan .. bleh? smlm terawih sorang2x. tu pun buat cop-cop jer, kalau ada pahala kesian pun cukuplah utk lunacy. smlm pulang lewat mlm, mata & badan dua2 dah tak larat tapi kerana teringatkan ganjaran mlm 1, lunacy buat jugak lah. very tak memuaskan tapi itu yg terdaya. before sleep, terasa sedih yg teramat dasyat. lama dah dia tak nangis cam tu .. but it feels good to let it out, sebab tuu hari nie penuh dgn bunga2 cinta. kul 5, hp bunyi!! alarm clock bunyi!! lastly telepon bunyi!!!!! no choice kene bangun and sahur .. bila dah bangun tuu semangat 46 dier pun dtglah .. nasi dah masak before went to bed last nite, lauk rendang yg ibuk kirimkan + nasi, lunacy letak kat microwave sambil lunacy membancuh secawan air .. lepas tu sempat makan cereal lagik. (carbo+protein+fibre+calcium) dats my sahur. orang lain puasa makin kurus lunacy cam ne eh? tadi before 12 mata dah tak leh bukak .. tepat 12 tghari, luna

i dun usually comment when pple talk abt love. cos its individual needs. some still waiting for love and i pray that love will find its way to those who needs it. but rite now i feel “love”. its not that i feel “ive been loved” by someone but i actually feel “love”! funny why i never feel this way before. eh, bulan ramadhan lagik. hopefully it’ll bring barakah, insyallah. my heart is jumping up and down with love .. nice and cheerful yet soo serene … i wish i can share this feeling of love with u guys ..hmmm Haha .. I nak gie dengar lagu Cinta by flop poppy lah..

Tadi, my lunch partner kata dia nak makan sedap2x today. So I brought my e-z link card just in case we want to take train to eat briyani kat zam zam (arab street) but we change our mind. we went to fig and olive(wattini wa zaitun) instead. I had BBQ chicken pasta whoa!!! Delicious lunch before bulan puasa .. hahaha gd food and I finish it!! apa lah nak jadi dgn lunacy nie … tak memahami erti puasa langsung! hehe Today, I plan to jln2 kat geylang. Menikmati suasana geylang diptg ramadhan as in “eve of ramadhan” saje jer. Lagi pun this will be the last year geylang & bazaar beraksi di bulan ramadhan. The developer dah ada plan to demolish satu2nye pasar melayu dan flat2 yg sewaktu dng nyer … Enigma, u gonna miss geylang a lot ok. Lunacy tak bedek! Tu lah s’pore .. tak abis-abis mengejar pembangunan ..semua tempat2 kenangan kene sapu bersih. Tak baik kan ..Geylang tu kan tempat identity org melayu. Cis! Sungguh tragis skali ehek ehek ehek … Oh ya, smlm servey2 cermin mata .

kejap jer ramadhan dtg lagik. 2 tahun dulu ramadhan dtg dgn seribu kepahitan utk kawan aku yg satu tuu. hingga skarang pun kepahitan tu masih berterusan ditambah pula dng kesedihan dan kepiluan bila diri menjadi secondary. lunacy masa tuu cuma boleh temankan dia nangis jer sebab turut sebak dng kejadian yg berlaku padanye .. ramadhan dtg lagi .. dulu masa muda2 dulu sewaktu dah abis skolah dan belum dpt kerja ..tulah ramadhan yg indah. dapat khatam quran lagik! ramadhan waktu dulu .. mesti buat plan nak buka puasa kat luar, mana lagik kalau bukan kat geylang lepas tu bleh cuci mata kat bazaar. tapi skarang smua dah berubah .. mana nak carik member2 tu smua entah .. ramadhan yg dulu, slalu gie terawih kat masjid. lepas jer baca doa..lunacy ngan adik terus lari balik umah sebab nak tengok tv!! entah apa program ?? lunacy pun tak ingat .. ramadhan dulu excited beli baju dan kasut .. aaah, yg ni lunacy suka sebab sampai skarang pun masih sama!!! yeah!! heh, nak kenal lunac

entah kenapa spect ni asyik melorot jer.. i tot while taking a break from my work i nak adjust my spect. skali tuu tengah adjust the “stopper” izit u call it? (the one yg rest kat hidung tuu) entah macam mana bleh patah plak. skarang nie my spect agak sengget. heh .. ada chance tukar baru koot .. but terlalu banyak expenses already lah … tadi gie lunch kat xpress wok - tak express pun service kat situ. tapi sampai skarang masih kenyang lagik .. cam nak muak pun ada. bukannye makan apa .. kuay teow kerang tu pun lunacy tak abis …we also ordered side dish lah .. alamak tak best ar rasa perut. smlm rite after lunch perut buat hal ..kisah selanjutnye tak yah crita lah ye korang pun mesti tau . hari ni hopefully tak cam tu lagi .. today nak gie beli toseh. heheh we go indian plak. told ibuk tak yah masak dinner today wohoo.. ok lah i nak continue doing my testing on the program yg i dah letak java scrip on it

bukan senang utk setia kan? lunacy baru dengar kesedihan seorang teman. terlalu sedih dia utk berbuat apa2. kenapa manusia sanggup berkelakuan begini pada org yg mrk sayanggi. lunacy tak pandai nak pujuk ..nak asah skill yg memang dari dulu pun tetap kaku. dulu pernah kita nangis bersama kan? tapi skarang lunacy tengah blum mood nak nangis lagik. cuma last 2 wks terasa emo jab bila tengok VC kris. rasanya tak sanggup berada di tempat cam tuu. ni plak kawan baik mencurahkan rasa sedih dia .. apa lunacy nak buat. perkataan sabar tuu sungguh memualkan bagi sesapa yg sedang diuji kesabarannya. abih cam ne? esok kalau lunacy tak de appt, kita gie lunch sesama ok. huray-huray sikit .. cheer up lah.

talking abt food. last saturday kat plaza kotaraya lunacy gie KFC. dah lama tak gie makan KFC bau ayam dia memanggil2 lah ... while thinking apa nak order .. ternampak plak burger satay. tersengeh lunacy kejap sebab adren pernah tulis his comment abt burger satay tuuu. after indonesian idol and malaysian idol, skarang singapore idol tengah "panas" on air. ni panas sebab it boil me up everytime the result been read. apa ke tidak, yg suara cam katak masih tak kluar kluar just bcos banyak dia nyer church mate vote for him. Yang bagus tapi tak ramai kawan abis lah kene vote out. Singaporean giler to the max lah. Vote bukan ikut talent tapi pasal nak support members. Maybe cos Singapore ni kecik banget deh .. kalau gitu sudah lah .. scrap the whole program lagik cun hehe.

once upon a time ago, i hv my own superman. but i told superman to go on what he's gd at ..which is to rescue some pathetic girls and leave me alone. 11 oct 2004, christopher reeves pulang ke rahmatullah. Anyway, I always hv my superman in my heart.

its only monday but kenapa my body feels like its falling apart? ni lah gara2 tak dapat enuf rest & relax over the weekend. nak buat cam ne? certain things just need to be done. tot of taking half day a.m leave but can't help it lah cos i got some deadline to meet. but its not that bad after all, reading the comments in my blog and emails.. heh, tersengeh kejap. skarang nie plak im writing my blog while listening to kris's voice. the first time i watch VC of cobalah utk setia .. i shed tears. entah kenapa, bukannye teringat kisah silam tapi terikut emo jer with the clip ehekehek.. anyway, gie JB to beli belah instant food. hahah stock up for bulan puasa. tapi nampak nyer tak banyak yg boleh diangkut balik sebab restiction on ayam still in force. so i bought fish and fish and fish plus cereal for my sahur .. dah lah tuu, i was caught in the jam to and fro .. giler! 3 lane jadi 5!! ayuoo geramnyer dgn manusia2 yg tak menyabar nie. sunday, as plan i went to ziarah pusa

only hv few minutes to update my blog cos by 1.45pm hv to be at the course. hehe course aper?? ofcourse no the "inter" stuff ok. friday eh. last friday before ramadhan. tak kan nak makan banyak2 and enjoi banyak2 kerja giler kan tu? but apa pun asal lu suka .. buatjer lah beb. few plans for the weekend. Drive to JB and do some shopping. go to pusara mereka2 yg dah pergi esp angah. my younger bro. he'll be 26 if he's still alive... miss u lah angah. apa pun .. buat lah apa yg patut. u noe wat's good for u. take care all, eh .. ada kawan tanya lunacy nie "she" eh? tak ok ke? she-she or he-he or pee-pee ... u're always a fren to me.

latest update on my cousin .. the 2 kidney are not functioning. Lung full of water .. she can go anytime but let's not think of the possiblity. Can u imagine maut menanti ajal menghampiri .. my mama cried cos she's happy that i can compromise, she like what i do. hmm.. thankiu from the bottom of my heart. i noe mama mean it and i need that too. I'll do watever i need to do with the help from God cos ur my mama too.

I over slept today. Suppose to be out of the house by 6 but I woke up at six instead. What happen to the alarm? My handphone yg tak set alarm plak bunyi at 6 and now my hp has gone flat. Aper criter entah eh … dats it lah .. took a quick shower and grab whatever I can and hail a cab. Im a brownie today. Head to toe all brown heh .. skali tu lupa .. today I’ll be on course .. any casual wear will do. Alamaak buang karen jer… Tapi heran ye, asal mata masih kelat lagik ni?? Hopefully, by 9 I’ll be wide awake … im listening to Lunacy – I for u. J-ROCK!! Looking at a bar of chocolate from Switzerland and cursing all lunacy want cos lunacy wants to share the chocolate with a fren but that fren has gone AWOL. aper jer eh ...

We are born with two eyes in front, because we must not always look behind. But see what lies ahead, beyond us. We are born to have two ears - one left one right so we can hear both sides. Collect both the compliments and criticisms, to see which are right. We are born with a brain concealed in a skull. Then no matter how poor we are, we are still rich. For no one can steal what our brains contains. Packing in more jewels and rings than you can think. We are born with two eyes, two ears, but one mouth. For the mouth is a sharp weapon, it can hurt, flirt, kill. Remember to talk less, listen and see more. We are born with only one heart, deep in our ribs. It reminds us to appreciate and give love from deep within. suddenly ada semacam ketidak puasan yg terbuku di hati tapi tak dapat aku luarkan .. aaaarrrggh

im sleeeeeepppppyyyyy. maybe a cup of coffee will help. entahlah. mind penat ar after yesterday. tadi i did wrote something tapi rasa tak best plak .. so here i am writing again. smlm aku sronok sorang2 hehe apakebenda si lunacy berbual ni? ok what i mean was, yesterday i was alone at the funeral. lovey buat kerja dia dan aku buat ler apa yg patut seperti action rajin dan melihat orang. kesimpulan nyer .. sewaktu mayat baru masuk rumah, orang pompan pun sibut kluar kan yasin. tapi lepas jer diorang baca 1x diorang pun start lah catch up on each other. lunacy jadi binggung. eh eh .. tadi aku btulnyer respect dgn diorang tapi apa dah jadi skarang? ada pula yg bercerita tentang busu dan satu2nye anak busu yg masih di ICU. setiap sdara ada versi sendiri with their own assumption. akhirnya, dtg seorang lagi menceritakan tentang keadaan busu dan anaknya dng menjadi kan satu semua fakta yg di laporkan oleh beberapa pihak yg susah nak dipercayai kebenarannya. itulah yg terjadi right inf

So I guess today’s story will be about how im feeling now hehehe, cam ada butterfly in my stomach everytime I think abt it. Nak tau apsal? Sebab a fren mintak link to this blog. Ni bukan sbarang fren tau. Pasal syiok banget read blog dia, maka lahirlah Lunacy and Watt-In nyer. Kalau I panggil dia my Shifu ok tak? Sebab dia lah I start to write again. Cam zaman kat skool dulu having a diary and pen down the tots in my head. Cum kali ni lagik fun sebab I write in malay. Tapi segan ar sebab blog kita ni tak sbrapa ..try & error jer skali jadik .. but again, lunacy always believe in being true to oneself. Take out that sarong or topeng or whatever and pls feel free with me that’s what I like. So fren, welcome to teratak hitam gelap pekat saye nie .. slmat mengenali lunacy, mungkin kita tak sama (plu atau tidak) tapi sapa lah kita nak beza2 kan manusia. So here u go my fren ..SLAMAT lah ye .. baru jer got call frm lovey tat busu meninggal. Busu's daughter plak critical at the

Menantikan waktu makan aduh, lambatnye. Macam-macam hal berligar di kotak kepala nie, resah gelisah tak sabar utk diluahkan. Skarang nie pun aku menjadi pencuri yg mencuri masa demi kepentingan jiwa ini. Jumaat lepas, aku pulang .. dlm train, terbau pulak ketiak hapak yg sungguh memualkan. aku cuba tahan nafas, tak rela aku mati oleh bauan itu ..apalagi, aku stop kat bugis and gie shopping kat seiyulah! Good excuse to stop at bugis kan? Sambil berjalan menghirup udara yg tidak segar tapi cukup untuk diterima oleh hidung, aku ternampak seorang kawan sedang sibuk membeli belah bersama kawannya yg memakai purdah. Bila aku dekati kawan itu dan mene"tap" nye dari blakang .. hehe dia agak kaget. Kaget lagik bila melihat muka ini. Asal eh? Maka terjadilah dua insan terperangkap dlm situasi yg sungguh meng"awkward"kan .. kita bersalaman, berbual sedikit, ku tanya bagaimana dia, dia kata dia ok. So ok lah .. aku blah … sempat aku jeling apa yg dia beli, lipstick dan pewa

so its 5 o'clock now and time for me to knock off. great stories enigma. lunacy ciou first ya. see ya again on mon. be gd not too naugty k. hv fun all

ok so today, i got nothing much to say, except i just came back from cashing out my dada's cheque..25% bleh? my work with that java script is getting complicated and deadline is this tuesday! shoot!! adik and me we can never stop annoying each other seh. apa entah, i've no answer to whole mystery. let it be then .. its a love hate relationship. read my blog to knoe me arrr hehehe. anyways, no plan yet for weekend but got lots to do.korang smua hv fun ya. wa mau soru!!