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Tuhan ku dan kemanisan bersabar

"Subhanallah, mulanya Kau duga kami dgn sesuatu yg sulit utk kami telan. Selepas itu Kau berikan kemanisan kehidupan. Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Tuhan yang maha Agung dgn segala sifat kebesaran"

Ode to my family

Love love love this picture, Alhamdulilah. I guess when things are not going so smoothly this pic will be a great reminder to us, that happiness comes in set!.  PS: kiki somehow was not in the pic..

His birthday

This year his bday came a day late cos of leap year. I'm still wondering what to get for him within a very tight budget :) I'm trying my best to be as much as what he hope me to be but time and again, things happened that upset him. I starting to hv doubt on myself these days. Was i really that bad? Ya Rabb, if its all bcos of me, help Ya Rabb.. I love him so much and I want him to enjoy life with happiness and full of Barakah. If I'm the reason that cause him all the sadness, pull me away from him. If I can't be the bridge to pple happiness take me away Ya Rabb, it hurtful enuf as it is and I can't be crying everyday and I hate to put on a happy face when my heart is being torn apart. I'm tired going around asked for help and nothing seems to be working. Now I wish I could fade away and be gone ..

On the arrival of Nur Athea Putri

She arrived earlier than expected on a bless Friday 24 Feb 2012. Both Mother and daughter looking well, Alhamdulilah.Alhamdulilah, I managed to shop for you last week. May all goes well for you and adek. It's a beautiful beginning ..enjoy it... And as i held her close to me and I can't imagine how proud Ibuk would have been if she's here now. Welcome to the world Baby T. Oh wat shld you be calling me??

december 2010

beberapa tapak menuju ke hujung tahun 2010, perasaan berputar alam mengenang dan terkenang peristiwa yang manis namun ada juga insiden yang 'menawarkan' keadaan dalam hubungan sesama insan. Hairan aku bagaiman keakrabaan terkadang disambar oleh perasaan yang memungkarkan keadaan. Setiap hubungan mestilah dibaja agar sentiasa malar segar tak ditelan waktu tapi seandainya apa yang disemai memang sudah tidak mampu untuk bertahan, akan aku redhakan saja. Biarlah ia berlalu, aku tak mampu memburu angin yang berlalu. Hari ini, tangal 29 December hari bersejarah buat aku & lovey. Kami diijab kabulkan sembilan tahun yang lalu. Maknanya lebih kurang 15 tahun aku sudah mengenali lovey. Tahun ini, dgn bantuan adik, aku hadiahkan lovey cincin dari Tiffany & Co. Agak terperanjat juga dia pada mulanya hihi 25 December lepas, genap lah 2 tahun ibuk meninggalkan kami. Menyambut seruan Illahi, pulang kepangkuan Yang Maha Kaya. Kehilangan masih tetap terasa, lebih2 lagi ayah. Pe...

family

life being great Alhamdulilah. managing and balancing between work & play - responsibility & fun. im adjusting life as and when i need to and lovey being the greatest person always there to back me up like pushing my butt when i felt too tired to walk up the staircase hihi. the kids being wonderfully painful to talk too cos each one have their own liking and priorities arrggghhh and they are only 3 and 7. Oh one cute little thing was when Adib saw me moshing Kimi's face, he said "Abih tak kiss abang". hehehehe ... Oh yes!! Watch out Adib .. don't complain ok after this hehehe .... oh and our first attempt to cook Briyani during the Vesak's holiday.

Dinner

yesterday when i reached Ayah house, he was sit-sleeping on the sofa. Must had dozed off while waiting for me or the kids to be home. I planned to cook provided i could find stuff in the fridge. I was lucky i guess, i started with the rice first, fried chicken wings and 3 pieces of Batang Steak fish that i bought from NTUC. I was pounding chillies and onion when i Ayah woke up. He went to his room and moment later he came to the kitchen asking what im doing. I told him im cooking "Asam Rebus". He asked me again the same question and i answered him again. Poor Ayah, he must be missing home cook food, esp his late wife super cooking. I told him i bought long beans to go with it and i fried fish too. He opened the cabinet door, took out a plate and started to scoop for rice. Something about being 'orang Jawa' and Asam Rebus i guess. On my part, Panick button was 'ON' .. suddenly i remembered, my Ibuk used to grumble about Ayah. This is one of his old habit ......