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ayah received an invitation card and perhaps the bride was my classmate back in skool. The one i wrote my first ever valentine card to. i heard her youngest kid sista is married and move to italy .. to lulu, Congrats .. hope u still remember (me)

1 or 2 yrs back i was left "alone" without partner not too sure where my partner was .. recuperated @ home (maybe). I was lonely and i found peterpan and their songs. That kept me company for the longest time ever. For the past weeks i felt "alone" again. i missed her. No, i didnt tell her about it, i don't see the reason. But like people in love .. i kept on seeing pple that resemble her .. wear the pink and green punjabi suit like one of hers, the same hair length, the smell .. hmm typing this out makes me cry abit. Entah rindu sampai nak ke tahap hurtful .. entah apa tak tahu lah nak tulis its like im losing a missing piece of my everyday life. No one could see it, its kindda transparent but when it hurt .. i felt it.. The time was just right. I bought peterpan latest. It shall keep me company .. till im ok (maybe). hahaha ive been ignoring those emails .. got feedbaack already lah. some said "dun want lah fren like u" like i care? oh yeah i do car

Nothing much just sharing my morning with all of u .. i forgot what we named this thing hehe over Benjamin Sheares Bridge Oh yeah, dats where im heading.. across the sea hv a great weekend!!

this morning calling up the help desk for some IT assistant and i got goosebump all ova my body when the a person on the other line pick up and said " hello gud morning, my name is helmy, how may i help u maam?" Gussshhh... start lah tuu tergagap gagap cos at the back of my mind still trying to distinguish the voice. Especially when he said so" you are bla bal bla bte bla bla ?" hmmm ... it couldnt be him lah! been wanting to listen to blur esp the song "to the end" - looking back, it was one of the nicest moment i can remembered. Adek in her teens. Always with me everywhere i go. Bought her things .. things that i never get the chance to have. The late nite meggie mee - goreng and MTV. 2-3 movies per month. Apek also know us .. the only thing, he never gave us free/discounted movie tickets cheh! ! Adek crazy ova Damon Albarn, her thick spect like Graham Coxon.. i was the BIG sister . Song: Blur Title: To the end What happened to us? (jusqua la fin) So

kimi big eyes this was taken last nite, when he was wide awake. My darling bushuk ni is such a goody-goody. Currently he loves to play peek-a-boo and his fav word or rather his first sound was "booboo". Ahak! i miss his smell already... marvel hero dibdib - our superhero wannabe Ipoh WhiteCoffee eversince cekmi wrote abt the whitecoffee i kept on wondering how good does it taste.. better than black coffee (maybe). Found a 3-in-1 Ipoh WhiteCoffee in ShenSheong. After few times of hesitation .. lovey said "quit starring at the coffee can? just grabbed it lah" hahaha so far, no regret!! indulge who can resist? brownie wif ice cream on top, strawberry, chocolate&nuts topping.. slurp slurp i tell u. parting momento nothing fancy just a silver bangle wif engrave names on it.. Its for Yat, she left for Melbourne. " Oh darling dear.. now we hv more reasons to fly there kan kan kan?" hidup ini adalah tentang kesederhanan and kesyukuran. pastikan kita tidak

this morning i came with jeans and printed white top. not too sure why but i just feel fat wearing the top that ive been wearing for .. less than 10 times to office. Its very comfortable but somehow i just felt fat. After i had my lunch which ibu kindda bought for me this morning i went down to IP grab a plain white shirt (5$) and brown tight-T(8$) went back to the office and change!! so far no one noticed me yet since i change "skin" hahaha this is what happened to me when im on my own... no one to stop my ridiculousness and no one to understand what's going on in my mind. p/s: deep down inside i kindda miss her already, i doubt she feels the same :(

oh yeah, its been long.. i almost thot its the end of them. The fame and famous. the sex, ego and melancholy songs. Yet i heard it today, hari yang cerah kidda give hope to the hopeful soul. Lifted my spirit, nak gi muzika or whatever store to get it. Im all excited ova this 3rd album of Peterpan . nawww its ok, u donch hv to understand ..its gurl stuff. yesterday, i met the lady that i complaint abt being rude tuu.. ala ala nyonya jer. no wonder etika kerja kureng... p/s: "kat interchange jual baju yg u pakai ni cuma 5$ jer.." how do u feel when ur baju cost almost 40$ eh? You Are Strawberry Cake Fresh, sassy, and romantic. You're a total flirt, who never would turn down a sugary treat. Occasionally you're a bit moody - but you usually stay sweet! What Kind of Cake Are You? dah ku agak daaa.. gimme chocolate/coffee/mocha cake anytime tengah tidur pun bley bangun, tengah kenyang pun boley makan but not straberry cake pls.. but the description suits me just fine haha

Alhamdulilah everything is back on track again. No more mind boggling. Yesterday madness was abt this new company. Stuck up like what, email me in Caps and Red some more, rude kan tuu? but my replied to her "thank you, see you next wed". hahaha.. i even bother to see her tomorrow meh?? Gud news my toilets will be ready by tomorrow. Kitchen cabinet will only be ready next week yet, lovey suggested we heck the wall in the belcony. After confirming with the contractor i remembered that he tearing down my wailing wall hahaha.. weird kan? i love to sit by the wall sipping my coffee when lovey bizi on PC and let him go around the house looking for me. Alaaah cam lah besar rumah tu ye? hehehe.. so now he's a happy man cos i got less place to hide!!

Stink!! pic by Corbis morning all somehow i felt like i had the longest weekend ever! strange .. just like " ikan tiga rasa " (which i only heard of) that was how my weekend was. Thanks to cekmi for err the "listening ear".. appreciated very much. - Just like the movie "the good girl" i realised that im not. I know it's not perfect, but it's life. List is messy sometimes. this is part of marriage life. It’s fun to know they want to split but one thing..they cannot live without us - Shanti - Yat flew to melbourne, i wished i get to noe her better. Abg lovey and me rasa u ni pergi cam orang merajuk pun ada. I wish u "all the best and if things didn't work out there's always Singapore". - i never knew Mothers' Day can be quite tiring. I splurred on myself like WATEVER never looking back!! *mampos* now that i came to realize what ive done. i took for granted that ibuk will help to hang my laundry. Too bad.. it didn't ha

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MyPhotoAlbum free photo and video sharing lovey been spending his nites ova@MIL. The separating enxiety is killing hahaha.. monday bz @ work tuesday Ligo and me shopping thru lunch hr @JL wednesday morning rush in the office followed by funeral in afternoon con't with office medness thursday Ligo and me again ova @ Vivo oh, Mukhsin is out on VCD, last week dah datang actually. Will find time to watch soon, last nite i watched Qabil Khushry Qabil Igam. Hahahaha cerita ape jer aku beli eh? but apa nak buat.. got mix review abt the storyline so i gave it a shot and watched it la.

it was from him, my first buddy guy. been keeping it for the longest time since i was 17. it was a broken mug that i glued together for memory sake. I guess its time to say goodbye to it (read: him). I dreamt of him few days before i found the mug. Never told lovey the history of the mug, he tot i kept it cos its cute. I threw it away last tuesday and made a point to blog abt it.. oh, just in case my memory fail .. its from MatNoor .

tis been a few days i dinch get to enjoy blog world like i used to. I was so much in a rush .. now that kabinet aku abis diketuk, bantai dan buang.. toilet digerudi hingga tercabut semua jubin aku rasa .. cam tak tau apa nak rasa. The sketches tak siap2 pun .. jaga kau Philip. Kita orang dah tau kau drive kereta SGP toyota Altis hahaha... loaded kau rupanye eh.. Siap!! sure kene "usik" ngan kita orang!! aku tak tahu lagi macam mana status rumah aku hari ni, hari kedua mamat2 dari johor dtg buat hacking. I still tak boleh swallow the fact that he looks so familiar, duduk kat Larkin jer. Adib was so excited ova the whole mess in our house hump! he wants a purple room err ada sape2 rajin nak cat rumah? btw aku tinggalkan rumah ku pada mereka .. korang tolong lah buat cam itu rumah aku, bukan rumah korang ok. dari pagi aku sibuk buat kerja, nih tambah lagi kerja.. menteri kanan, kiri, depan dannn err "apa-apa pun jangan pandang belakang" hahaha nak itu dan ini, penat