saturday. last day before i turned 32. We all set to go pusara (boy (adik), datuk, nenek, nyai, moyang dan unlce). Dibdib was so excited to "meet" his paman again. Siap botol kecik for him to siram kat kubur pamannye. For the first time in 25 yrs that Anja had left us, i saw ayah sedih bila bacakan doa utk Anja. Masa aku kecik dulu, ayah selalu kata kita tak payah doa banyak2 utk Anja sebab dia masih bersih lagik, tak de dosa .. tapi kenapa ye kali nih ayah sedih? mungkin juga umur dibdib lebih kurang umur Anja waktu dia lemas di swimming pool dulu. Mungkin .. mungkin jugak .. seorang ayah mengharapkan doa dan pertolongan anak di akhirat kelak? aku tak tahu .. tapi aku sungguh terkesan bila melihat ayah yg keras bagai besi waja akhirnya bertukar menjadi kapas .. Alhamdulilah, cuaca tak berapa panas .. dibdib lah yg enjoy sangat cabut2 rumput, tabur bunga dan siram air di atas pusara.
Setelah selesai melawat 6 pusara kesemuanya .. kami pulang, tapi sempat singgah di Hajah Maimunah dan apa lagik .. "sapedek" lah!!. Berehat kejap di rumah ibu .. lepas tuu lovey, dibdib & me on a mission to check out the price for renovating 2 toilets and servey2 children bed for dibdib. Dibdib now dah pandai nak request bed with tangga .. abis lah raya nih, bilik dibdib jadi playground!!.
By the time we reach home .. lovey was having terrible flu, dibdib had fallen asleep .. i gave fedac to lovey he knocked off like nobody business. I actually had some time to be alone and PONDER before i really turned 32. When cekmi asked me abt b'day wish .. hmm i actually haven't think of one .. I looked at my love ones yg sedang beradu itu .. if one day i die, i don't know what will happen to lovey .. relating back on Jimi's entry on the couple thiggy .. hmm terasa sedih nah ... suddenly rasa macam nak mintak maaf banyak2 dgn lovey takut kalau ada dosa2 yg tersangkut kat memana .. dibdib pulak, cute nyer menjadi2, always fighting with me and cepat2 kita made-up. Ayah pulak sekarang makin dekat dgn kami .. tak macam dulu. Ibu dan adek so far Alhamdulilah. Mak dan Bapak, aku hargai sangat atas doa2 mereka utk aku sekeluarga. Kawan2 pula .. Alhamdulilah, biar pun ramai yg sibuk tapi di hati selalu diingati. Lagi2 kawan2 dari blog yang selalu mewarnai hidup yg kadang2 sunyi sekali. I had a blessful Birthday yesterday. Ucapan, doa dan hadiah .. dan aku sekarang nih dah pun 32 tahun rupanya, tapi kok masih lagi terasa muda!!!
Setelah selesai melawat 6 pusara kesemuanya .. kami pulang, tapi sempat singgah di Hajah Maimunah dan apa lagik .. "sapedek" lah!!. Berehat kejap di rumah ibu .. lepas tuu lovey, dibdib & me on a mission to check out the price for renovating 2 toilets and servey2 children bed for dibdib. Dibdib now dah pandai nak request bed with tangga .. abis lah raya nih, bilik dibdib jadi playground!!.
By the time we reach home .. lovey was having terrible flu, dibdib had fallen asleep .. i gave fedac to lovey he knocked off like nobody business. I actually had some time to be alone and PONDER before i really turned 32. When cekmi asked me abt b'day wish .. hmm i actually haven't think of one .. I looked at my love ones yg sedang beradu itu .. if one day i die, i don't know what will happen to lovey .. relating back on Jimi's entry on the couple thiggy .. hmm terasa sedih nah ... suddenly rasa macam nak mintak maaf banyak2 dgn lovey takut kalau ada dosa2 yg tersangkut kat memana .. dibdib pulak, cute nyer menjadi2, always fighting with me and cepat2 kita made-up. Ayah pulak sekarang makin dekat dgn kami .. tak macam dulu. Ibu dan adek so far Alhamdulilah. Mak dan Bapak, aku hargai sangat atas doa2 mereka utk aku sekeluarga. Kawan2 pula .. Alhamdulilah, biar pun ramai yg sibuk tapi di hati selalu diingati. Lagi2 kawan2 dari blog yang selalu mewarnai hidup yg kadang2 sunyi sekali. I had a blessful Birthday yesterday. Ucapan, doa dan hadiah .. dan aku sekarang nih dah pun 32 tahun rupanya, tapi kok masih lagi terasa muda!!!
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