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HEADACHE!! i juz came home from a full hour of reflexology. i got continous headache since saturday. can u imagine? ive been living on panadol, muscle relaxer, sleep and moodyness due to headache .. so today ive decided to get a good massage and hope it will do me good, Insyallah. everyone been very excited abt the trip to malaysia. The kids started to imagine being Harry porter and his advanture wit that ghost that hunt him while in the train or perhaps taking a train ride to polar express .. hmm lovey and me just smile and pray hard everything will go as plan. When we talked about KL, adib started to sing "Gerak gerak gerak khas!" and "Roda! roda Kuala Lumpur" echoed by kimi from behind. Hmm.. im not too sure if they started to imagine rempit too. My kids find it amusing somehow. so we're counting our days just like azel counting her days before the ijab & qabul.

 

ive been bizi. bizi jatuh dlm toilet. bz ajar anak exam. bz buat passport. No wonder we stop travelling, our passport expired last year. we been bz thinking of our coming advanturer. its been v long.. i been bz wif work. bz with nov wedding. Hmm .. Wonder wat we do in kampar while waiting for 'em to come back .. shld i just contact kak han in ipoh?? maybe we shld stop by pudu to check out that wedding card. KLCC sounds fun. shld we go and visit mak ngah? or would the Blogsahabats care to join me for dinner on 1st June?? hehehe .. pple, im coming down :) p/s: but im afraid i had to give azell's wedding a miss. sorry sangat dear..*hug*

beginilah kami mengingati dan merindui ibuk kami. ziarah aku kali ini sungguh memilukan hati. susah nak bendung perasaan 'kehilangan' ini. Tangisan aku tangisan hiba, sedih tak terbendung kerana ibuk tiada lagi. tiada lagi masanya utk kami berkumpul makan kek bersama. bershopping bersama. Cium pipi lembut ibuk. MasyAllah, tetiba terasa dingin dihujung bibir dan hidung seakan terkenang kembali kali terakhir aku mencium mu ibuk. Al-Fatihah.

the superduper un-natural thing so far dinch happen again at home, Alhamdulilah. Ayah said maybe its a sign that we all been "slacken" errrm.. yeah i guess so. so mengaji or dengar ngaji everyday at home helps. we tried to come home early everyday mengelakkan dari rumah selalu kosong .. i put a buah kundur in our room .. so far no change. Alhamdulilah. Emotionally, am a lot better. Thanks to all for the reminder and nasihat. Kak Jan baru called dia kata dia mimpi ibuk. "Ibuk senyum jer" arrgghh one of her monalisa smile agaknya .. . awwwh how sweet, semoga roh ibuku dirahmati Allah sentiasa, Amin. Esok ya ibuk, Insyallah kami semua pergi zairah ibuk. p/s: hey! i almost forgot .. im a mother too ; )

watismothersdaywithoutubuk. icantsleeporeatbuk.ikeptondrinkingeithercoffeeortea. loveyhadtoputmetosleeplastnitebuk. buk, i want u buk. i want to kiss-hug-talk-sleep with u. i want to smell u buk. i want to hear ur laghter buk. i want u buk.

weird things been happening around the house. what could it be??