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Kimi's had HFMD last sat, we were notify by the school on Friday that two kids were infected. Masyallah, by sat morning there were red spots on Kimi's hands n foot. Immediately, we brought him to doc and he was given 10 days mc. Alhamdulilah, I dont see Kimi suffered much like Adib, syukur. Yesterday, 25th Apr was the day I dragged so much. I had to sit for my FTT. I've spent too much time on JKS and his drama Love Rain that I didn't study much. But syukur to Allah for his blessing and doa, I did 4 times e-trial and managed to pass the test!!. Oh and today, I'm in high spirit. Jimi msg me and Yati too the other day. I hope u doing well Yati :). I cleaned up the master bedroom window and hang a new pink curtain!!! My room look so shweett haha and look at the amt of tudung I have not included those in the drawar.. Subhanallah. Love Lun P/s: thanks Nurul for droppingby :)

Congrats to sahabatku Jimi & Hani. Hani is expecting their first child, im sure both of them are enjoying the moment and making all the preparation for the little one. I'm amaze with Jimi enthusiast in preparing wifey and baby with doa and prayers. Jimi as always a true example of a Muslim. His down to earth character and his principle as an educator is something that we all shld from. Hani, hope the 1st trimester goes well for you dear. "chocolate cake satu, boleh?" hahaha

Friendship means a lot to me. 'Once a friend always a friend till the end'. Those are words that I treasure till now. I don't hv much friends that's why I tried my best to keep my friends. Years back before I got married I was hurt by someone I called friend. Since then my friendship with her became awkward and I let it be that way. I didn't try to mend it, I just let it go.. Not so long ago, a found a new friend. I adored and worshiped her. She was the goddess that inspired me. Finally, I found happiness and life after Shanti moved away from me. But somehow without sign 'my new friend' vanished from everything that we had. She left me with loneliness just like how she found me. And now out of nowhere the 'everyday people' that had been part of me decided to let go of the beautiful ties that we created out of loneliness, love & trust. I'm sure there must be reasons behind but leaving without words is unacceptable. You not the sort .. wh...

When I quit my job, my mission was to help Kimi preparing for his P1 entrance test. The test is due tmrw. I'm all dag dig dug now.. Ya Allah we pray for your mercy and love.. Pls help Hakimi tmrw.. Grant us rezki, make this path easier for us .. May Kimi pass this test and get accepted to Madrasah Irayad, Insyallah Amin.

Setting: Kedai kopi koufu Next week I'll be doing my practical driving (mood: seram sejuk). Bagaimana harus aku ucapkan syukur pada Mu sedangkan tiada bahasa Yg dapat mengambarkan perasaan ini. Jumaat yg lalu, seperti biasa kami ke T3, changi airport. Anak2 seperti biasa enak2 bermain. Lalu dtg sekumpulan jemaah Indonesia Yg baru pulang menunaikan ibadah umrah. Tiada satu pun ibu2 dan bapak2 yg bisa mengukir senyuman. Heran ya? Waktu berlalu.. Jemaah itu masih tidak berganjak, mereka seperti Ada masalas pulang ke tanah air. Aku lihat Ada seorang kakek berjalan ke sana sini lalu aku jemput "Bapak" itu duduk. Lalu aku mulai berbual. Bapak itu katanya kaget melihat aku kerana sangkanya aku ini cucu dia yg bernama NurHalimah. Katanya lagi mereka tak bisa pulang kerana ada masalah. Dari mekah mereka ke Doha utk beberapa jam. Lalu terbang lagi dan sampai ke SG sejak pagi tadi. Mereka tak cukup duit. Yg Ada hanya Wang rupiah Yg tak laku di SG. Dia minum secawan kopi kon...

I'm having a bad feeling. I dont like it at all and I hope I'm wrong. I think Bapak at his age now sometimes his 'agaration' when driving can be quite off. I'm worried for his safely and everyone else too. I'm thinking of the best possible ways to make Bapak less driving. I'm suck at it. I got a call fr SIL. She wanted to know if I could look after her baby whenever she got event to attend. But she wanted me to stay at Mak house instead of sending the baby to my house. Hmmm my chest got congested suddenly. Further to that she also wanted her baby to get familiarise with me which mean I hv to carry the baby from now on??!!! Spoke to lovey abt it and he was not that excited with the idea. Oh gosh!! .. We'll see but from what I see now its a win-lose situation.

And who can refuse such a sweet lil thing? Syukur Ya Allah, Alhamdulilah. I could feel his happiness when he held Thia in his arm sambil baca2kan selawat like how he did to the boys. Gently, he tucked her in on her crib. Slowly arranging her pink dress properly.. I will continue to doa Ya Rabb. Thank u for the reminder.. It's all sweet now. Alhamdulilah. He even asked abt her milk formula, just in case he could find a cheaper price at the shop we frequent. And he's thinking abt what to get for Thea. All praise to Allah. All praise to Allah