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Dearie sayang Bubu .. According to Murphy's Law - what goes wrong will go wrong. Qadar Allah itu lah jln cerita yang Allah dah siapkan. Ayah, Ibu & Adek will always be with you together always, Insyallah thru good & bad times. When you get all tensed up, panicked and anxiety attacked started, it broke our heart. My heart still ache .. the only thing...i dont want to cry infront of u. Im happy u woke up full of energy n positivity. This too shall pass .. ok, abang. Do pick up all ur spirit and be full again. Allah always with you, ingat tu abang. And.. i remember too when time in need your friend answer u like this ...

Its a stay at home raya. So we do our raya visiting thru Zoom. The Covid 19 pandemic is still going on and all of us is under Circuit Breaker!! Almost a lockdown.

I am saving every moment to be with you cos i know soon you will have to leave to further your ilm lilahi taala. Ya Allah, rabbi yassir wala tuasir. Permudahkan urusan kami dan kurniakan kejayaan yg gemilang utk Adib. Aamiin ... ❤

I guess today 24th May 2020 will be written as one of the sad history when the muslims cannot celebrate their victory day as usual. The pendemic that caused by Covid 19 or Wuhan virus is keeping everyone to keep a distance from one another. Distansing is what it is now.. sad to the heart esp when we are kept away from our families & friends. Allahu Mustaan ya Allah. Now parents .. no families to celebrate .. no friends to share. Those accumulation feeling is drowning me. Who bothered to understand? Perhaps this bouquet of flowers from Dian did a bit of magic. Ya Rabb... grant her happiness as her thotful act brought joy to my heart. The Sambal goreng that i cooked this year was a hit!. Thank you Kimi for helping in the kitchen. Ramadhan is over .. may we meet the blessful month of Ramadhan again, biiznillah. Need to payback 5day with 1 syubhah days. Finally, the rest of the day be filled with joy and happiness. Picture above was taken this morning while we had our...

Salam... korang, i sakit sangat tadi. Late afternoon chita msg dia kat bawah. Dia dtg nak kasi bukhoor arab nya benda bakar2. While waiting i suddenly sneeze terus tangkap kat my back yg tengah sakit. So the pain continue and got worse. Solat maghrib still on chair, lepas solat tau2 je perut mengelodak terus cabut gi toilet. Lepas tu solat isyak plak. Time baca zikr lepas solat, i mengelepah sakit. Nak sandar sakit' nak bend ke depan pun sakit .. i was in total pain. Sakit giler rasa mcm disoreinted. tau2 rasa nak muntah plak. I capai plastic yl yg ada' terus muntah.  Nak muntah pun sakit sbb tangkap kat nerve kat pinggang. Lepas tu taha baca2 sambil pegang kat blakang pinggang i ... sakit dia mcm giler. I thot im gona die. Sampai doa pd Allah' i dah tak sanggup tahan sakit ni. Lepas tu i thot i felt better, guess what .. suddenly i dah start rasa tak sedap. Takde energy, I dah mcm dlm bubble. My right ears dah kene block. Subhanallah, i takut stroke!!! Told them to get Clo...

Tahun ni marked a new bench mark in our Ramadhan activities. We hv bn doing qiamulail for the last 10 days of ramadhan. In searching for Lailatul Qadar. May Allah grant keajaiban lailatul qadar to 3us, amiin. 27th Ramadhan, im still fasting. No sign of period yet .. Allah is the best Planner. I pray for strength.. This year, we applied for financial aid with the mosque near us. Yup, we are one of those zakat resepient. Malu. But when life take its turn and kami sedar, ini semua qadar Allah. Kami harus jalani dgn syukur. Ya Allah, terima kasih atas bantuan yang kau kirimkan. Semoga kami dikeluarkan dari kemiskinan ini ya Rabb😭. Allahuma innaka tuhibnbu afwa, fa'fuanna.