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 Its 27th Aug.  Alhamdulilah for this life .. Alhamdulilah for the love of my husben & anak-anak. For the love of family and frens around me. Syukur

Its going to be 20 days of bapak in hospital due to bed sore, fever and infections and refusing to eat. Due to TT.SH covid infection, we decided to send bpk to SKH instead. Apart fr near to home ... i was nominated as 1 of 2 that can visit bpk. Aduuuhhh beratnya tanggung jawab. Segala mcm rasa kene jawab sendiri. In the end, aku banyak video call husben. Yg aku perasan bpk tak berapa suka tengok aku yg hari2 dtg tengok dia. Bila aku berlakon jadi mak, dgn cepat bpk bukak mata dan tenung aku lama2 ... i got a chill fr that pair of eyes... tadi kami dtg for training on wound dressing and how to tube feeding bpk .. bpk nampak sangat2 bersemangat. Suka nak balik!! Masyallah.. bpk rindu makkk!

Last yr raya was during Curcuit Breaker. This year raya we only allowed to go visit 5 pple in a grp and later by the 5th day it was reduce to 2 person per visit. The number of infected pple due to covid 19 (indian mutation is increaing) in singapore this mth of may 2021. Raya celebration is cut shot somehow... Last ramadhan, we spent a lot of our time with dian's family. We were greatful for their hospitality and generousity towards us. May Allah bless them with all goodness in this world and akhirat. May Allah bless our family and keep our ukhuwah and love stronger by the day. Amiin amiin amiin.

 First, he got his IB diploma. Now he got his school shahadah. Graduating ceremony very soon. Syukur ya Rabb. Alhamdulilah atas pertolongan dan kasih sayangMu ya Allah.

 Few days ago.. aku MIMPI Taha terbaring dan mengucapkan 2 kali syahadah dan dia terus pergi tinggalkan aku.  Nauzubillah.  Aku tak sedia ya Allah. Aku tak tahu apa yg aku patut rasa. Taha sakit2 few days ni dan aku cuba sedaya aku menjaga dia. I terjumpa di youtube, chinese drama 'Remembering Lichuan'. Now in 2021 only, I found this drama and sadly the lead actor died in 2019. His character died too in the drama. I don't understand much why is the drama feel so close to my heart and I hope it has nothing to do with me ..  Ya Allah.. ease my journey in life.

 Alhamdulilah, finanly the results was out. Adib passed with flying colours.