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berhenti berharap

listerning to berhenti berharap makes lunacy a very sad person. entah kenapa rasa cam tak best ar but ni bukan prasaan 100% lunacy. Alhamdulilah perkara2 yg lain semua ok ok. tak de yg menggugat jiwa & raga cuma perasaan cemburu yg berlanjutan dari semasa ke semasa yg membuatkan lunacy muram seketika. tak pe lah, lunacy tak akan berhenti mengharap sebab jiwa dia belum nak mati lagi. tuhan akan slalu membuka opening end pada otak lunacy yg buntu ni, insyallah.

[mood: confused]
[listening to: berhenti berharap - SO7]
[current project: programming ]

Aku tak percaya lagi
Dengan apa yang kau beri
Aku terdampar disini
Tersudut menunggu mati

Aku tak percaya lagi
Akan guna matahari
Yang dulu mampu terangi
Sudut gelap hati ini

Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat

Kenapa ada derita
Bila bahagia tercipta
Kenapa ada sang hitam
Bila putih menyenangkan

ha... ha...
Aku pulang.... Tanpa dendam.... Ku terima... kekalahanku...
Aku pulang... Tanpa dendam... Kusalut kan .. kemenanganmu...

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia
Kau ajarkan aku derita
Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
Kau tunjukkan aku derita
Kau berikan aku bahagia
Kau berikan aku derita..
Aku pulang.... Tanpa dendam.... Ku terima... kekalahanku... Rebahkan kalbumu
Lepaskan perlahan

Kau akan mengerti Semua..
Aku berhenti berharap
Dan menunggu datang gelap
Sampai nanti suatu saat
Tak ada cinta kudapat..

aaaaahhhhhh, cafe vienna was good. so long boss ..... it was a hell of xperience working with u.

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