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dunia dan sandiwara semasa

office senyap jer.. am surrounded by empty workstation rasanya. What's left in front of me is a close door with his name still hangging. He left some of his stationaries on my desk heh... sebak pulak rasa hati ni. Last friday, the farewell mini party was a happy one. We took pictuers together.. and at last it was time to bid our farewell, couldn't look at him in the eyes..and trying to calm my heart not to be sad tho my eyes still didn't listen to my inner voice. i told him thank you for EVERYTHING - which include 2 promotion in 5 yrs and opening his door for me tho i was shifted to another division (yet he still remain as my boss in my heart). sunyi. terlampau sunyi rasa dlm hati... mungkin jugak am afraid that i don't have a strong backup anymore..hmmm something is missing that's how i feel.

friday, i gave ayah the present that he wanted most - settled.

saturday, collected the baju for dec wedding. heh.. very the kiasu rabak but that's singapore style i guess. kalau tak buat cepat2 nanti takde orang nak jahit. Beli nasi briyani tapau and go over to Lovey's mom house. Pre-father's day celebration with lovey's dad since he loves briyani. Did a lot of discussion kat sana on abg Z's wedding this december. I think Lovey can start his business as a wedding planner already. Anybody need one?

sunday, as i told tatot yg bangun pukul 11 pagi..hoi anakdara!! its laundry day!! awal lun dah bangun gamat dunia cuci bedsheet after bedsheet & etc, masak, kemas rumah, melayan dibdib, lipat baju..heheh sempat tengok m'sian idol. By 3 plus am shack and sleepy but dibdib didn't want to let me take a nap, lovey was on PC..haiyok!! lun started to nangis the sort of cry ibuk called "nangis cam cina mati" hehehehe i must have shocked the two male species at home and by 4 i was in never land zzzzzzzzz......

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