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bagai Malam Qadar..


ripple again

dibdib slept on our way home..lovey got the urgency to go toilet..me tired and thinking of joining dibdib sajer. But tell myself better to do isyak first .. lepas isyak, teringat pulak that it was mlm jumaat. lun capai surah yasin but hmmm.. tulisan kecik sangat. Tergerak to get the Quran yg lovey hadiahkan waktu wedding dulu .. jarang sekali lun gunakan Quran tuu.. it was refreshing to be able to mengaji especially after that monday nite hantu story, i think the house need something lah or maybe it just me, being a "penakut" i keep on imagining stuff around the house *hump*.
(jimi if u read this, now u know why i avoid watching ghost movie). I realised terlalu banyak surah that ive not been reading. MasyAllah..im swaying to nowhere... lepas mengaji, i panjatkan doa semoga apa yg dibaca tadi dapat menjadi pahala utk dihadiahkan kepada junjungan besar .. para anbiya', sahabat, ulama', ayah ibu, datuk nenek, moyang, uncle (i keep on seeing lelaki yg ada iras2 my arwah uncle), teman, guru, lovey, diri sendiri, keluarga.. dan teman2 rupa tanpa wajah. Subhanallah, lama tak panjat doa luhur dari hati. Pohon kebahagiaan untuk "adik-adik" yg aku "dah" sayang. Yang aku rasa rindu kalau tak bertanya khabar.. hati rasa sayu sangat dgn ujian yg sedang mereka hadapi .. ujian yg pernah Dia berikan padaku dulu. Bergetar hati bila ku ingat masa lalu .. dan sekarang mereka...

setelah itu i just rest on the bed.. watching lovey doing his work. I was tired yet i can't sleep, mlm terasa bagai lailatulqadar .. @ 12 midnite, i watched One Tree Hill. It was past 1 am when i finally reach never land.

~selamat berhujung minggu~


p.s: its a sharing moment, nothing else.

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