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the beauty of freedom

Alhamdulilah am feeling so much better today. This morning i took a bus to work. I had a Great journey (with little bit of guilt cos tak ngaji). I tune-in my fav. morning show @ RIA with Shah. Topik pagi ni abt RIA listeners yg lumpuh. Hmmm weird kan?? but still aku teruskan mendengar.. the first caller with a nick of Man Badong. Man ni.. masa dia berusia 25 tahun, dia terjatuh while working and terus paralyse from dada ke bawah. Yang menarik bila dengar cerita Man ni ialah cara Man berbual.. tenang dan terang. Ketenangan dan keredhaan dari suaranya menarik ramai pendengar termasuk aku. Aku kesat air mata yg mengalir tapi tetap basah semula (hmm...perfect time, tak ramai orang dlm bus) Kata Man tadi, bila dia tahu dia dah paralyse, the first thot that comes to mind ialah "kenapa aku?". Kalau aku relate kan kisah Man ni dgn kehidupan seharian aku dan teman2 rasanya ini lah soalan yg selalu menjadi tanda tanya?. Adakah azazil juga pernah bertanyakan soalan ini pada dirinya bila dilaknat oleh Allah? Dlm hati aku berdoa utk Man dan kita semua .. agar terus tabah.

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am so happy Jun called!!!! ahhhh... nampaknye the parcel that i kirimkan pada dia blum sampai lagik.. harap2 tak lah terbabas ke tempat lain kalau tak uwaaaaahhhh. Nice time talking, not so much of catching up to do lah but at least kita dan keluarga masing dlm keadaan Alhamdulilah. I asked her abt her driving skill she started to laugh. Apa ke tidak, her driving instructor was an italian guy, nice chap and they get close and comfortable tapi mamat ni dah fall for jun plak.. hehehehe...she got scared, told the guy that she's planning for holiday so kene stop the lesson for a while and that's it. She don't dare to call the guy anymore..takut cair dicumbu rayu hehehe. After two months tak pegang stirring kreta.. she took the test drive and fail with flying colours. hehehe... tadi sempat plak jun & me ber angan-angan want to start a business together, carik excuse to meet. Oh well, I love her!!

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weekend coming u ols *blink blink* .. semoga kita gembira

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