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on a mission


r-e-f-l-e-k-s-i d-i-r-i

ahh.. words keep on coming in my head but none sounds good to write. i guess certain things just has be kept secret and not meant to be read. But in short, am in love with lovey. Ah.. 10 yrs of besh frens and still hoping for more good yrs to come.
ok, the story wasn't suppose to be written like above at all. im actually on a mission. a mission that comes within me, a self realization perhaps.. am all out to seduce lovey.. it has been going on for the past 2 weeks. i guess, thru experience teman2 i came to realise not to take things for granted. There were times when im too tired with work and entertaining dibdib, that lovey became my last priority. But these days.. things changed, moi make sure lovey sees the best in me. I make sure i look at the mirror more often .. which i dun usually. hehehe.. duno how long it gonna last but lets enjoy it dear while we can... (sounds better, now i hope my mind will rest)

back to the same ol stories..
i watched House of Wax last wednesday.. hmm the one with the hilton heiress..i wonder why she took the part, cos it reminded me of her personal movie.

and yesterday, I managed to watch 2 foreign films after reading the reviews. The Dreamers (french) and Y Tu Mama Tambien (and your mama too) (spanish). Quite an achievement eh.. tak pernah free like this..


p.s: cekya, am stil jeles nih!!! i can't imagine what wud i do if saw him.. btw, u hv such a great heart.

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