feeling urrgghhhh...
i wrote something nice yesterday while having my shower too bad.. its gone now.(i wrote them in my head)
Am going bonkers. Mentally insane. Last nite i suddenly transformed into a spoilt brat. I was grouchy and cried lil bit just b'cos lovey agreed to work on saturday, 27th. I was unhappy like little puppy hungry for food; sad and lifeless. He said we can celebrate it the next day. I am obviously lost my maturity and told him nope, its all end after 27th. I've been celebrating my b'day since 1st Aug and 27th will be the finale!!. He laugh out loud ova my statement. I know am not making any sense at all. I just wanna make things difficult. (Adek used to say am good at that). Well maybe i am (so what gitu loh?). This morning, out of no where i pinched lovey without reason. (But the truth: am still sour abt him working). This is me. the childish me that i have not let go. At least this year i didn't make a list of what i want for my b'day hehehe..
on 2nd thot, i can call ibuk and adek to come to my house and we can lepak2 @ home.. that will be fun. But i don't know, lovey might be pulling my leg but he never lie to me before!! Oh goodness, i feel like am divided into 2. The Practical and Childish me..
am i really turning 30+1???
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this morning, changi airport was kindda hazy.. it just a matter of which direction the wind is blowing .. might be to tis island very soon. Anyway, Indonesia said abt 8 out of 10 are m'sian companies that involved in the forest burning. I hope m'sian govt won't get overly sensitive ova it, if its true. No such things as cubit peha sana, sini terasa jugak. Govt is the body, it shldn't take responsible for the unlawful act of its pple. SG is sending help to tackle haze problem by creating rain in Sumatra. Hopefully the hazy episode will end soon.
Dirgahayu to Indonesia!! and Congratulation to Mr President Nathan for the re-appointment.
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