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Last chance of being 30 hehehehe..


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I would like to think of the good stuff sajer. Last nite i slept late cos of One Tree Hill. Watching it alone late nite gave me more time to be by myself. At 30, when most of my frens are bizier than ever with kids and family, i found an alternative to talk, tease and share my everyday thots. I found "the rupa tanpa wajah geng". Some come and go while others stick around. It is nice. No string attached nothing lose nothing gain but somehow i do care for these people. This is what i call di atas paras normal.

Lovey and me so far Alhamdulilah.. still share the same thots and trying our best to educate dibdib. Insyallah, will try to give my best to my family. Maybe I need to spend (not $$ perhaps) time more with adek, I hope to get that chance. In the office, I have problem creating the forms this time round. Cant seems to find the lingo. I need to get it done soonest. Oh boy! asal lembab this time nih!!

aku baru sedar pada usia 30 tahun, aku berada ditengah-tengah kelompok istimewa. Bila aku kenal mereka, aku jadi sayang. Aku lupa perbezaan antara kita. Aku harapkan semoga ada rahmat disebalik perkenalan ini. Aku mahukan kalian bahagia.

to brothers and sisters; thank you so much!! i hope to continue this journey of my life with your guys (if possible). I've learn a great deal from you all. I know life is never easy but i selute u guys for being very independent. Jgn bersedih kalau cinta tak jadi, jadikan sajer kisah klasih masa hadapan.

Dzue, terima kasih. Kak Lun tersentuh sehingga mengalir airmata..
Danny, happy shifting!!
Awan, semoga tak sepi
Adren, jgn notti notti k
Kroll, thanks for the e-card
duan, u got new spot to hang-out here
Wtl, gurl ur the best and deserve the best
cekya, i miss "the fun" in you.
tatot, i kindda lost u.. i dont want that
i_mshe, frens forever
ligo, take care of ur health
dreamer, long time didnt see u here
adek, ur my project of the year.

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