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aku diam


looking at me?

dari semalam aku terkedu. diam seribu bicara di dalam hati. pastinya ada beberapa isu yg tak terhurai yg aku rasa lebih baik aku diam. Jika aku bersuara mungkin saje aku akan jadi marah-marah. Aduh, sakit kepala aku. Pada dasarnya aku jenis orang yg suka berbual mesra dgn orang2 yg aku rasa selesa. Dan bila aku diam aku biarkan otak dan hati ku berbicara sehingga adoi! sakitttnya kepala.

bila aku tanya kembali diri ini, kenapa aku mesti marah? kenapa dia mesti marah? dan kenapa ada yg sengaja nak buat aku marah? boleh ke aku ajukan soalan2 remeh nih pada meka2 yg tertentu.. aku salah cakap, aku kene marah. Dia salah cakap (provok aku), aku jadi marah marah. Dia mendiamkan diri and aku juga sama .. suasana jadi sepi. Aku benci ini.. tapi kenapa aku masih nak diam? kenapa aku tak lupakan ajer kisah semalaaaam?

aku terdiam lagik.

p.s: selamat berhujung minggu..

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