its kindda hard to write these days. words dinch just flow as it used to. few times i tried typing but nothing seems good enuf for my own reading pleasure. wat a way to start 2006, probably due to incident after incident happened in my life makes it even difficult for me to blog. Anyway, its not as if im celebrating my new year in 2 places at one time like cekmi or been to the coolest gig and getting a vip seat like zuhri or thinking of a wonderful meeting with friends or studying long hours for future sake or going to a wonderful wedding cum b'day and to (my fav childhood place) @ the how par villa. (Pause) But come to think abt i t.. my new year was not that bad, Alhamdulilah am bless with coziness of lovey and dibdib. Lepakking at home under a big white tent watching LOTR 1 (again!!) from tv2 (memang kental!!) the movie was suddenly disturbed by a count down slot ... and funny thing, they cut the cake before the clock strike 12. errrr .. aint we share the same time zone dude?? ehhh, at least do a time check lah *apa ajer...on national tv tau nih*
last friday, we celebrated our anniversary kat sakura with ayah, ibuk and adek sekall. All was good i guess, but what when wrong last monday nite? damn!!! lovey suggested i did some talking with him .. but would he listen?? he's a man with great ego while am a chicken little. and being me, i would be blaming myself for all the unhappiness of others. at times, i would love to ignore the reality of life but somehow .. it keeps coming back. too bad.. *i got no guts to confront him*
yesterday nite, ive been to the airport cos lovey's auntie and uncle would be performing their hajj. Hmm, its always nice to be in the midst of pple cos you never know who u gonna see there. Well true enuf, my eyes set on this orange t-shirt guy. He too saw me. Since then, our eyes keep on looking at each other. Hmm.. how times flies, deep down inside i wished for his cousin to appear before me. But too bad nothing like that happened. To those who remember "mat no", i saw his cousin. Mat No was my first "best bud".
Being in 2006, i feel like a real mommy. Diddib starts his nursery skool. Boy oh boy, such a brave boy but ended up a cry baby in class. Even today, on his 3rd day of skool he still cries... (Ligo, i fully understand how u feel. But i can't wait for the moment when dibdib is looking forward to meet his t-cher and friends @ Iman)
there, i say it all.. and to kroll, thank you for remembering lun.
last friday, we celebrated our anniversary kat sakura with ayah, ibuk and adek sekall. All was good i guess, but what when wrong last monday nite? damn!!! lovey suggested i did some talking with him .. but would he listen?? he's a man with great ego while am a chicken little. and being me, i would be blaming myself for all the unhappiness of others. at times, i would love to ignore the reality of life but somehow .. it keeps coming back. too bad.. *i got no guts to confront him*
yesterday nite, ive been to the airport cos lovey's auntie and uncle would be performing their hajj. Hmm, its always nice to be in the midst of pple cos you never know who u gonna see there. Well true enuf, my eyes set on this orange t-shirt guy. He too saw me. Since then, our eyes keep on looking at each other. Hmm.. how times flies, deep down inside i wished for his cousin to appear before me. But too bad nothing like that happened. To those who remember "mat no", i saw his cousin. Mat No was my first "best bud".
Being in 2006, i feel like a real mommy. Diddib starts his nursery skool. Boy oh boy, such a brave boy but ended up a cry baby in class. Even today, on his 3rd day of skool he still cries... (Ligo, i fully understand how u feel. But i can't wait for the moment when dibdib is looking forward to meet his t-cher and friends @ Iman)
there, i say it all.. and to kroll, thank you for remembering lun.
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