me

this will be their last week. Next monday they'll be transferring to the other floor. Its a known item that they are sad to leave. This morning, while getting ready i took a closer look of myself in the mirror. Acknowledging my feeling, crying out loud but in reality only tears flow on that chubby cheek of mine. Both my right and left neighbour are gonna leave me. Am the isle of my own. Work is piling up, ive been ignoring all those fact. I've to be positive for my good fren shanti. That's left me all alone with the fear and uncertainty of how my future gonna be here in the dept.

i just came back from the toilet. Can't help it, need to cry again. A silent cry is sure a painful one..