urgghh

sejak dua menjak nih lovey become my greatest enemy. I was easily hurt, frustrated and angry with his response, gasture bla bla bla. On those nites, i would prefer to suffer terrible backpain in the morning by sleeping on the mattress with dibdib rather than to sleep with the "enemy". Its kindda scary when i think about it but i find it hard to control my emotion. No we don't quarrel at all .. it all happened in silent. If he unsatisfy with certain things (which hv nothing to do with either one of us) he would grumble and lecture me as it its my problem. Me on the other hand will thing of the nicest thing in the world. Yeah it sounded crazy, things were never like this before. Entah lah cobaan barangkali ..

Kepastian Yang Ku Tunggu by Gigi

di bawah sinar bulan purnama
ku merenung
saat terpisah yang ku jalani
bersamamu

keindahan dalam bercinta
tidaklah mudah
cinta membutuhkan ketulusan
dan pengorbanan

satu keagungan cinta
tak terpadamkan
mengapa semua ini harus terjadi

reff:
tanya hatimu benarkah dirimu
masih mencintai aku
bukankah dulu kau mau menunggu
pernyataan cinta dariku

tanya hasratmu benarkah dirimu
masih membutuhkan aku
bila tak berubah bicara padaku
kepastianlah yang ku tunggu
keindahan dalam bercinta
tidaklah mudah
cinta membutuhkan ketulusan
dan pengorbanan

satu keagungan cinta
tak terpadamkan
semua ini harus terjadi

repeat reff
Source : Cosa