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seminggu yg lalu aku tetiba hilang kawal otak dan mood. terasa jahat sekali diri ini. aku membatukan diri. sifat ramahku hilang. air muka yg tenang menjadi kacau. keriangan menjadi sepi.

tapi segalanya berubah, setelah aku terbaca sajak ini.

Azam Yang Tidak Padam

Apabila menjadi kelu, digeliat lidah
apabila menjadi buntu, digenjot minda
apabila menjadi ragu, diusik kalbu
apabila menjadi resah, digugat rasa
itu tandanya kita teruji, dicakar waktu
itu tandanya kita tercabar, digetar iman
lalu kita harus kembali memeluk akar
kembali menjadi seperti bukit
yang tidak hilang hijau pokok azamnya
menjulang langit tinggi di awan.

- Peter Augustine Goh
Berita minggu 26 Nov 2006


ayang jgn cepat bertindak, aku tak suka dilupakan ..

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