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so far, ok

waktu aku pulang dari kerja kelmarin, dari dlm bus aku lihat ramai wanita2 separuh umur berlegar2 di lorong itu mencari rezeki. Wajah lesu nampak penat aku pasti kalau diberi pilihan pasti mereka akan cari cara lain utk menanggung belanja harian. Bontut tonggek, kaki terhencut usia makin lanjut .. hati aku menjadi sebak terasa bagai ada sempadan antara kita.

hari kedua di office, aku pergi lagi ke dept shanti .. haha to provoke that "somebody" (i guess) in case i get to see her. But met with a colleague who was under stress and waiting to breakdown. Well, she did actually .. while me & shanti tried to console her, came two ladies (i wasn't sure who but ive seen them in the lift) asked if everything alright, wondering why shanti talked around the bush so i blabber the truth abt what happened to our fren. What do i know, she said she will talk to her staff .. hahaha i just kepo myself with the directors of the dept. Woo hooo!! if anything happened to me here in the office, i would hv to open that stationery shop cos i found a supplier already, next target is to find place to rent.

The retreat is here again, this time around the whole dept is going Holiday Inn Batam. Alhamdulilah, this yr no fuss abt me not able to come along. Hope i dun hv to tell lovey abt it cos he boils up everytime my dept wanted me to join them in the retreat. Man!!!

It was fun to watch S'pore vs Malaysia. K Emmy, kau masih fanatik cam dulu rupany? best gitu especially bila dengar kau cerita smlm. Oh yeah, the Emmy Blunt .. how i wish i dapat join sama in the "discussion" hehehe

ligo, bila nak lunch same2??

Oh! i feel pretty today .. hehehehe what to do since i came back pple hv been looking at me and probably talked. Yup, apart from asking abt my baby, they started to look at my figure and how well i look. Aku pun tak bagi chance tetiap hari pakai baju baru. Ada yg tak bley tahan terus tanya i beli baju kat mana woo hoo i know kak, lepas ni u sure pergi shopping kat sana jugak kan? u kaya raya ok lah..

i enrol dibdib for silat, tonite is his first lesson.

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