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i was on urgent leave yesterday tak sangka pulak ramai yg carik. Lovey sakit la.. high fever. Kita 3 branak jaga ayah kat umah .. make sure he took his medicine, cook porridge, made starfruit juice, sapukan vicks and obviously takde romen2 k mamaEmmy hahaha orang tu sakit lah.. kau pun sms tak agak2 but it sure buat lovey tersenyum. The day before i tinggalkan dia sorang kat umah he cuma bangun for solat and makan obat jer.. he dinch eat at all, obviously badan makin lemah lah.

Smlm jugak ibuk bawa ayah ke klinik and after tested ayah's blood, doc said kandungan gula dlm darah amat tinggi. Memang ayah dari dulu lagik in a state of denial abt his sickness karang nih bila badan dah semakin lemah, dah smakin kurus, gudang garam masih tetap di bibir. Thank God, doctor tu kawan ayah. He said these few days dia asyik teringat kan ayah jer .. hmmm he said ayah is a stubborn man. Ibu kata bukan stubborn but very very stubborn "Ouch!". Kita smua tahu yang kondisi ayah teruk, he can't read newspaper lagik mungkin jugak dah half blind kot but he still kluar to the coffeeshop macam biasa. Itu lah ayah aku .. tak ubah macam watak tukya dari kisah Seorang tua di kaki Gunung. semoga bila kita tua nanti, kita tak degil ye.

Kimi semakin manja .. everytime i log on my PC jer dia akan bangun. Smlm i read blog with one hand still holding him. Nak leave comments pun susah even if i did i type pendek2 jer.. susah oiii type with one hand lagi satu takut anak jatuh pulak. Tapi tersenyap dia bila dengar lagu kat blog WTL hehehe *mat latin pulak kimi nih hehehe* I guess the 5 things are spreading well. Like imshe said its personal but kita dapat lihat persamaan antara kita kan? Like buat salah kat mak/ibu haiiii... terkenang sampai skarang and buat amal.

aku teringat dulu lagik cekmi dah pernah cerita tentang abg long dia tu. I thot bila dah besar2 ni things akan berubah .. but some pple just never change kan? ishhh dia tak perasan tuuu. Look at lovey and his bro. Now that he and his bro dah ada anak, wife plak a-ka-liou the line between them dah makin transparent. Infact bila berjumpa they joke a lot teasing the whole family. Maybe cekmi, if one day u ada kluarga sendiri, lead a HAPPY FAMILY life InsyAllah, he will change his attitude towards you, perhaps?. Who knows ..

ova at She-Blocks pulak awan sungguh ceria gitu .. thanks to cekya and her magical lense its like a picture perfect .. i yg tengok pun bley tergelak sama : )

bought CINTA and CicakMan for dibdib. Hahahah now dibdib ada new superhero in his collection. We watched the movie the other day since then he can't stop talking abt it .. ok lah one CD cicak for u lah darling. I love CINTA but can't stand misha O's version of the song!! dan yg paling TAK seronok pd permulaan CD tuu ada gezek filem apa seh.. merusuk or merasuk or what ever .. BENCI benci BEnCi .. hehehe takut sebenarnya.