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I wish tuesday never come

ive come to the end of the road, today is her last day. I've been crying for nites.. last saturday for instance i couldn't sleep. Was watching tv2 listening to Saleem voice and thinking of me being left .. i started crying when he sang Soldier of Fortune, ku kehilangan cinta 3 dimensi and tiada lagi kidungmu by Nash. This morning, lovey asked me why i slept late these days i told him cos i was sad.. his sweet reply was "u jangan lah melebih2 ..." hmm that was it i turned away in silence .. let me cry alone, i prefer it that way darling. Whatever u said after that don't count cos i was hurt ..
She loves the lil gift i got for her..
hmm ...
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I_mshe said…
i know u would be crying like as if you never cried before. I know its sad. But its okay to cry to be sad. Do take care. Kirim salam kat Shanti. Hope u guys continue to remain good friends as ever.
1:31 PM
Anonymous said…
hahahahha sorry but i laughed when ur lovey said "u janganlah melebih2"...macam lawak la...

but seriously, you can be sad darling tapi jgn la jeapordise your health...;)
5:23 PM
lunacy said…
chita, thanks..im not too hopeful on the friendship at first but shanti looks determine so maybe we'll shall try to make it works.

cekya, tak baiknyeee *wink wink*

but seriously lepas baca balik the blog yelah rasa btul cam budak kecik hehehe. Shanti laugh jugak bila baca my blog cos her husband pun cam tak kuasa tengok dia nangis2 kat umah hahaha.. one of the director kat opis kata its the "girl thing" hehehe...
8:51 AM
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