Skip to main content

nak tak?

aku nak bersedih sebab aku tengah sedih
aku nak bersedih sebab aku tak de lunch partner
aku nak bersedih sebab aku terasa sendiri sangat
aku nak bersedih sebab di tengah jln a group of colleague ajak aku lunch bersama meraka
aku nak bersedih sebab waiyi tanya "beside shanti, whose my next close fren?" aku tak de jawaban
aku nak bersedih tapi tak boleh sebab Allah kesiankan aku dan bagi aku teman2 utk mkn
aku nak bersedih tapi tak boleh sebab sedih tu tanda orang separuh putus harap
aku nak bersedih tapi tak boleh sebab otak aku sakit kalau sedih banyak2
aku nak bersedih tapi tak boleh sebab aku suka tersenyum


aku tak akan berhenti berharap ...

Comments

jimi said…
Di sebalik pelangi yang tinggi itu
Ada mimpi yang kita berani impikan
Seperti lullaby....

Semoga tak sedih lagi...
lunacy said…
terima kasih jimi. pernah baca lullaby by chuck palahniuk?

Popular posts from this blog

the after look..

At last i found time to snap few pictures of my kitchen and toilets. Ita a simple one so dun put high hopes on it k, its the time for "zen look" lah ... notice the simplicity? No matter what, new one will always look better kan? They say its nice to hv the same theme for kitchen and kitchen toilet .. so follow lor... my pink toilet ... pink suppose to be romantic mah... so can lomen-lomen lor...

blurgh

remember the wedding card of a classmate i posted weeks ago? this morning lovey and me were @ the bank and we bumbed into that classmate's husband which happened to be lovey's senior and imshe ex-colleague. I got the change to double confirm wif him .. on his wife lulu if she was really my classmate hahaha .. betul lah tuu I told him to kirim salam her. If lulu try to forget us .. or hide from us err too bad we are her living history. my blur'kong is getting worst - after work yesterday we headed to contractor office to make out ops not makingout!! to make our 2nd payment .. i took out the check book ceeeehhh like banyiak duit gitu. Told lovey to write .. sekali tuuu? eik??? its the old check book daaa .. i brought the wrong one. This morning, lovey said he just wanna gave cash .. tu yg pergi bank pepagi buta tuuu... - feels like drinking HL milk .. tekak prefer to drink white milk .. balik office tengok aik? chocolate!!! minum jer lah... - just came back from the "dr...

morning & me

Pagi ni smua rasa tak betul. hati meluap2 tapi aku tetap diam, segalanya mendatangkan kemarahan. Sebelum keadaan melarat aku kluar rumah untuk ke office walaupun pagi masih gelap. Berbagai benda berlegar dlm otak entah lah dari semalam aku dah macam gini. sengaja aku tidur awal to avoid talking to lovey. Even the programme on tv loath me to death. pagi ni, issue tudung mustard piss me off, dibdib pulak tak mau buat homework, hump! Dat's it, aku bersiap dan terus kluar. mungkin penat dan tak cukup tidur kot . Suasana pagi di luar segar saje .. entah kenapa langkah ku seakan slow sangat. Im practically dragging my feet, tekak rasa macam tercekik, pathetic kan? Aku lihat2 keliling dan dapat lihat di belakang tempat memungut sampat ada wanita berbaju kurung sedang duduk di situ walaupun tak berapa clear sebab dia di cover dgn kotak2. Aku nampak tuan2 yg membela anjin berlari2 anak, aku nampak ramai nyonya2 berlari2 anak. Haaaiii, aku jugak yg terbelakang. Jarang skali muka aku masam ma...