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gambar kesukaan ku buat masa ini. Ibuk kelihatan manis sekali..dibelakang ialah adik bungsu ibuk

terima kasih semua .. suddenly terasa diri ni tak sendir. Ramai teman & sahabat berkirim doa dan kata2 perangsang utk kami sekeluarga. it was a good thing to be away for a day from ibuk. at least she didnt get to see mata aku yg bengkak nih. nangis sampai ke demam. Last nite, when to see a GP.. nak pakat to get MCs. Bila dia tanya ada sesapa dlm family yg demam? aku pun berceritalah tentang Bundaku. Tanpa segan lagi aku menangis lagik.. doc berikan aku tissue sementara lovey mengusap belakangku. Bila terpaksa bersemuka dgn penyakit begini .. rasanya jangka masa hidup yg bagaimana yg memuaskan hati?? Kalau setakat 1,2 atau 3 tahun tuu mencukupi tak?? Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku lebih rela pergi dulu sebelum ibuk, tapi itu bermakna ibuk terpaksa kehilangan seorang lagi anaknya. Ya Allah, kenapa tak kau pangjangkan usia ibuk sehingga aku sedia melihat dia pergi.

Subhanallah, kenapa aku menulis seolah ibuk akan pergi?? sesungguhnya aku tak mahu kehilangan ibuk. TAK MAHU!!

kpd wtl,cekya & awan..berderai airmata bila terlihat nota kaki di blog kalian. terima kasih.

tersenyum aku bila teman2 sekolah mula bercerita kisah2 mereka dgn ibuk.. aduh ibuk, jgn lah bercerita tentang barang kemas tu..Insyallah masih ada waktu..

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Anonymous said…
Salam,

*dakap*
baru nak tanya, harini bagaimana?

Ada yang pulih, kak... It's true... walau dah berumur...
masih hidup 5 hingga 10 tahun lagi setelah diagnosis... walau doktor meramalkan peluang tipis...
Ibu masih ada harapan, insyaAllah... dengan beberapa amalan yang membantu, insyaAllah... Fikir yang dia akan pulih, jadi, usaha akan diteruskan sehingga dia pulih...

*dakap*

Tangisan memang semulajadi di waktu ini... Namun, jagalah diri...

*dalam dakapan terus*

Wassalam...
lunacy said…
shweet.. so shweett.. thanks Jah. thot nak ajak ibuk ke parkway jalan-jalan but she tak larat.. kaki pulak sakit.
Anonymous said…
salam kak lun.

first of all im really sorry that i just got to tag ur board cos the internet at here is so bad and since the new sem start im busy with assignments and presentation.

anyway i was so shocked to see the post regarding ur mum's health.im really sorry bout it. i know wat ure going through and it must be hard for all of you.i wouldnt want the same thing to happen to my mum too.

semoga kak lun dan keluarga tabah menghadapi ujian Allah ini. Allah menguji orang-orang yang Dia sayang dan Dia menguji hambaNya mengikut kemampuan mereka. Ur family must be a very special family for Allah thats why uve been tested lately and He knows that u and ur family mampu menghadapi ujian Dia. Berapa berat ujian Allah kepada hambaNya ia menunjukkan ketinggian darjat seseorang itu di samping Allah.I just pray and hope that Allah will give you and ur family to be strong for ur mum. Just remember one thing, kita hidup di dunia bukan untuk selama-lamanya dan dunia ini hanya sebuah tumpangan buat kita sahaja. Bila-bila masa sahaja kita boleh pergi.so u must bertabah dan bersabar k. i akan doakan semoga ibu u dapat disembuhkan dan mendoakan agar you n keluarga you dapat bertabah dan bersabar dalam menguji ujian Allah ini ya.berapa berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul.

banyak bersabar ya kak lun. Allah berfirman dalam surah al-Imran ayat 268: "Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang yang beriman".banyak bersabar dan berdoa ya kak.

p.s:dun hesitate to contact me k if got anything tau.u can email me at:
dolphinfanz@hotmail.com,
trapped_in_a_broken_dream@yahoo.com.sg
rockchick.me@gmail.com.
she-blocks said…
hey don't mention, sis...

it's alrite to cry but jangan sampai sakit badan, ok? it's just natural to cry when the time comes. cekya pun nangis gak semlm sbb kurang sihat. hehe...

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