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thanks to Ani for the photos. My camera took a rest for a while lah, malas. Check out my red red nose, the beautiful bride and my loving sahabats from school.

these days, i take things one at a STEP.
started my day bringging anak2 to ibuk house
think of breakfast/lunch or dinner
bath the kids
and see to ibuk, check her temperature, her supplements and etc.
get adib ready for school and bring down the kids. School bus came at 11.30am
put kimi to sleep or played sesame street for him before i sneak out to work.

Alhamdulilah, boss has agreed to let me work part-time for the next two months. I need to make sure ibuk has a good start in the morning. Its tiring, no doubt but satisfying and touching too. Can you imagined washing my parents clothes made me cry thinking how tiring that old body of ibuk might had been. Cooking for them made me cry imagining how much work ibuk had to do just because i said 'dah lama tak makan .. this and that'. Its touching sangat bila menilai balik jasa dan pengorbanan ibuk utk kita semua selama ini. ibuk ibuk ibuk .. selalu happy bila dapat buatkan sesuatu utk kita semua. Katanya hilang penat bila lihat kita happy dan puas hati.

Sekarang ni bila ibuk dah sakit, adek mengusik ibuk. katanya "abis lah JELITA (nama kedai baju) rugi besar!"
tersenyum ibuk dgn usikkan adek.

Pelik kan, dah nak masuk ramadhan ni ramai orang sibuk kerja lembur nak carik rezeki lebih utk hari raya tapi aku terbalik, mintak kerja separuh hari dgn separuh gaji. Family comes first, Insyallah. Entahlah, rasanya raya tu bila ibuk sihat. itu jer..

Semalam, the endoscopic aka scope ke dalam perut ibuk. Doc said its cleared. No sign of cancerous there .. today, ibuk case would be brought in for discussion. Im praying that the results would be something good for ibuk and her health, Amin. Anything to save her.. to save her life.

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Anonymous said…
Alhamdulillah tht u got a very understandig boss kak lun. amin.im praying for ur ibuk and also for her health.

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