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oh dear .. am still drowsy ova the cough mixture that at took this morning at 5.30. hehehe so mabuk yet still doing my stats.

now that im back in the office, pple are asking abt my mom. What shld i say? can i say "oh she's ok, infact she's taking care my of kids" : )
damn! pple are talking to me abt finding alternatives like getting a maid. "Don't you pity ur mom?" ouchie .. those words cuts me like a knife. their overly concern makes me feel like i am burduning my own ibuk. While the thing is my ayah is not agreeable for us having a maid so is my husband. There are issues that need to be settled and pls dun bombard me wif all these questions am just too drowsy to answer...

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Anonymous said…
Itulah namanya berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul, kan? While people try so hard to understand our situations, they would never get it.

Stay calm and just listen.
lunacy said…
oh yeke Mi?? yes i need to stay calm .. am working on that..

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