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she's ..


wonder how is ibuk progressing ..
last i saw her was on friday. Ova the weekend, i couldn't help thinking abt all the people that had left us..


mak andak - last syawal, her son told us she was hospitalised with cancer stage 3. i told him ibuk was on chemo with cancer too at stage 4. We visited mak andak soon after that. She meninggal somewhere in syawal.


uncle M - Former MP, he was diagnosed wif Luekemia, a fren ( formerly known as babang) visited him in hospital. He was under chemo. He passed away last friday.


Boss grandma - sakit tua (maybe) passed away yesterday.


Im counting my blessing .. Ya Allah Ya Rabbi.. tolong sihatkan ibuk kembali. Aku jadi takut dgn kehilangan yang berlaku saban hari. Kimi terlalu sayang dgn Nyai. Setiap hari pasti dia sebut nama Nyai. Kimi masih blum puas manja dgn Nyai. Aku dan adek juga, Buk.


Aku rindukan wajah ceria ibuk yang bulat itu..

Comments

S.K said…
Salam,

I have heard of survivors, too... so, wallahu'alam... may she be one of them, insyaAllah...

SyafaahaAllah...

Wassalam...
Anonymous said…
Salam Lun darling,

You really scared me dear. I'm not going to tell you to take it easy bcos i know it is not easy at all.But think of ibuk, your 2 angels and your hubby, dear. You must be strong and take good care of yourself.Kaulah harapan bangsa dorang.How i wish i cud come down and be there for u, we eat breakfast together, lunch together, kalau boleh ku suapkan sekali.Be close to Allah.HE is always there for you,every single second. He listens and he is testing you now.This misery will be over soon, dear, believe me. Setiap penyakit ada penawarnya, insya Allah. Dan setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati. Aku yg sihat ni (insya Allah) & bulat mcm ketipang payung pun, entah2 esok lusa akan mati.Life is short dear. Treasure and cherish it with your loving husband, precious ibuk and beautiful kids and with others too who concern abt you k. Love you so much frm melbrn.
lunacy said…
thanks peeps.. thanks much. i just need to let go what's in my 'Qalb'. thanks for hearing ..Insyallah i will try to take care of myself with izin Allah.

Love.Hug.All

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