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jun kehilangan ayah
lin kehilangan ayah
ani kehilangan ayah
chita kehilangan ayah
shanti kehilangan ayah
rai kehilangan ayah
leha kehilangan ibu dan ayah
hilmi kehilangan ibu
awan kehilangan dadima
yati kehilangan ayah
aku kehilangan ibuk

bila ku tanya diri sendiri kenapa ye, im making such a big deal that ibuk dah tak de? sedangkan dlm dunia 'aku dan kawan-kawan', mereka juga pernah lalui kehilangan orang yang 'sayangkan' mereka sejak kecil lagi..
aku tanya lin tempoh hari, 'when u lost ur dad, did u take it badly?' lin kata dia sedih .. tapi somehow its not as bad.



janji sudah sampai .. ibuk pergi jua.

Comments

Yati WTL said…
at one stage, semua org akan alaminya..sama ada cepat or lambat.
I_mshe said…
i think bukan kiranya "why u r taking it bad" you lost some one truly and dearly.. no one can replace that person.. kehilangan itu tetap akan dirasakan.. cuma luka tu... lama2x tinggal parut.. sakit dia...makin hari makin kurang... like for me every now and then i would dream of my father... ye la.. kalau mimpi tu i wonder apa dosa yang ku buat eh?
I_mshe said…
yang d rest of my brothers.. jarang mimpi.. walaupun rasa rindu mendalam....Wa, u will always miss Ibuk for sure. U will always feel that you have lost her..Insha Allah anak yang solehah seperti you ibuk akan rasa tenang dalam kubur..AMIN.
The 6 of Us said…
Different people grieve differently, but I think you are doing such a "good" job at it, so strong and positive. Take care, insha Allah time will make the pain lesser if possible.
Anonymous said…
Kak Lun,

How could we all compare our feelings when we all have different worldviews in life? Though we all have parents, we definitely take things differently. I might have lost my mother, but I didn't grieve, because I see that she's just living somewhere else. That's how I felt and always feel. Or maybe I'm just ignorant of the fact and still in the state of denial.

But to you, Kak Lun, it's only true to you. So you are entitled for all those special thoughts and feelings for Ibuk. Don't hold back.

My heart goes out to you, Kak Lun. Cry you heart out. It's okay.
Anonymous said…
Salam Dear,
My Dad is the role model in my life. When he's gone, i felt so crushed. I'm not the kind of person to show and express it. It is inside and it is so painful.Like you Im_she, my dad too, always appear in my dream. Always in the dream, he is so alive, so sweet and so real.After almost 2 yrs only i got his message, that is to sambungkan perjuangannya for Allah. Here I am now, di bumi Australia, menyambung perjuangan bapaku, walaupun tak sehebat apa yg telah dia pernah sacrificekan. Semoga Allah terima amalku yg sekecil zarah ini untuk ku sedekahkan pada kedua org tuaku. Dear Lun sayang, we may have lost ibuk but i know that ibuk yg pernah ku kenal itu selalu ada, she is in YOU. Your caring and loving that you hv showered towards your family and friends adalah sebahagian perjuangan yg kau ambil daripada ibumu. Teruskanlah.
lunacy said…
thanks u all. nice to hv pple to share with.. glad u all stick wif me, keeping me company and reading my thots and pull me back to reality.
Anonymous said…
tie, ibuk is ibuku juga. aku masih rasa akan kehilangannya. Aku pernah rasa akan kehilangan orang yang aku sayang, ayahku. ketika aku berumur 12 tahun. memori aku bersama ayah ku tidak bergitu lama jika di banding kan memori kau bersama ibu selama 34 tahun. jadi aku faham akan keadaan kau skrg. betul kata jun " we can see ibuk in ur life. ur strength, kindness and everything. U must be strong. We will always with u, my dear.

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