Pagi ni smua rasa tak betul. hati meluap2 tapi aku tetap diam, segalanya mendatangkan kemarahan. Sebelum keadaan melarat aku kluar rumah untuk ke office walaupun pagi masih gelap. Berbagai benda berlegar dlm otak entah lah dari semalam aku dah macam gini. sengaja aku tidur awal to avoid talking to lovey. Even the programme on tv loath me to death. pagi ni, issue tudung mustard piss me off, dibdib pulak tak mau buat homework, hump! Dat's it, aku bersiap dan terus kluar. mungkin penat dan tak cukup tidur kot . Suasana pagi di luar segar saje .. entah kenapa langkah ku seakan slow sangat. Im practically dragging my feet, tekak rasa macam tercekik, pathetic kan? Aku lihat2 keliling dan dapat lihat di belakang tempat memungut sampat ada wanita berbaju kurung sedang duduk di situ walaupun tak berapa clear sebab dia di cover dgn kotak2. Aku nampak tuan2 yg membela anjin berlari2 anak, aku nampak ramai nyonya2 berlari2 anak. Haaaiii, aku jugak yg terbelakang. Jarang skali muka aku masam ma...
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Yesterday, many friends wished me but somewhere right down in me the thot of celebrating it with you was still there. The beautiful moments where we share our gifts, lunches and fun....I miss my friend a lot. So much so I dreamt of you last nite telling me that you have not forgotten my birthday...
That's one of the reason I came to your blog but I got no heart to read the rest below and it's too painful just listening to the song.
I will wait till you heal :-)
Thank you so much for remembering...
it stupid that we hv to 'talk' here of all places. well, u always call me idiot anyway. so, thanks for coming. always miss ur company till this day ...
hope u hv a good year ahead, shan.