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our song

yesterday, i heard this song on the radio while waiting for azan maghrib. A song from ibuk fav singer.. Jamal Abdillah. Suddenly i was brought to the time when i was a young kid and ibuk was singging the song. i was the little copy cat, took out the cassette cover and started singging along when ibuk was busy in the kitchen. That was how i knew almost all Jamal Abdillah's songs. All lyrics safely kept in my memory box. Late last year, i watch a drama from M'sia and the main cast sang the song while strumming his guitar. Oh yes, it was so pleasant .. i told ibuk about the drama. She smiled.. i wonder if she was remembering the past. Anyway Buk, the song may sound sad but to us .. its a beautiful song to sing together.

oh another thing, these days .. i think kimi been missing his nyai. one morning we found kimi holding a piece of paper in his hand while we were waiting for the lift .. guess what, it was a photo of kimi with darling Nyai. While these past 2 days everytime we drove along katong or geylang area Kimi would point out his finger and said "Nyai?" later he would smile and said "Nenek". That's right Kimi, Nyai can't take care of u anymore .. its nenek now (and my heart break to pieces again)

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Artist: Jamal Abdillah


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Comments

I_mshe said…
yes i can feel your heart breaking dear. Not easy. kalau children also rapat with the grannies/granddaddies and they passed away. Hope kimi will be alrite.
I_mshe said…
yes i can feel your heart breaking dear. Not easy. kalau children also rapat with the grannies/granddaddies and they passed away. Hope kimi will be alrite.
lunacy said…
kimi masih kecik so even kalau dia miss his 'nyai' he wouldn't know how to say it out loud, kan?

but last nite, lepas semua orang dah tidur.. perassan rindu kat ibuk dtg lagi. Aku nangis sorang2..calling out loud for ibuk (in my heart). aku hilang tempat mengadu. tempat yang tiada ganti, chita.
I_mshe said…
susah eh.. i know its very susah.. mcm perasan tu forever will be with us. Ini adalah hari hari yang berat dan pedih. Lama2x insha Allah ringan sikit. Kadang2x eh for me bila perasaan tu dah ringan kan rasa seolah i betray my feelings... entah donno how to explain this. When you reach this stage let me know.

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