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mon, 30th March 2009

sickness really bring us all down. kimi still active tho he got dotted all over his face, body and beberd. he hates medicine, cream and lotion. imagine how hard it could be to take care of him. while lovey came home on thursday afternoon shivering, weak with high fever. Spent the whole week taking care of the two. Lovey sickness was kindda bad, wif chest felt congested that he felt like death was finally at the door waiting. I asked him if he want to go hospital maybe we could seek help from his eldest bro but he just kept his mouth shut. It mus be hard on him cos while he was sick like that and non of his family members called to check. On saturday, MIL called. Probably she was the only one that care for all of us but felt guilty cos she could not help except to send prayers. By sunday, i could not cook porridge or soup anymore. Slowly lovey went down to get us some food. The viral finally got to me and adib. The fluctuated fever cos us to be spiritually down with the never ending sickness.

On top of being sick, i hv no place to park kimi. I have no more annual leave left .. i think i might as well be a stay home mom.

I wonder how ayah is doing .. don't think i could visit him today. People in the office surely will talk. But we're never kid when it came to sickness. I hope we could gain some symphathy especially right now.

oh, i dreamt of ibuk today. I got to hug her.. it felt so real.. i could see her sweetest smile. Subhanallah, i woke up crying..

Comments

aqriz said…
peduli apa orang cakap, nurse yourself and family, the top priority.

kalau tak larat nak beli, maybe you order je lah Lun..check all those delivery services..

kepala dah noneng, badan dah lemah. nak jalan, alahai.
lunacy said…
eh ur back gurl? how's disney?
aqriz said…
dah balik last friday nite, and monday dah kat keje pun.
Shanti said…
Dear,

I think the bugs these days spread such that it really pulls down the immune system....I was on mc for 3 days with sore throat that spread to my gums....just imagine how it hurts.I could not even drink water. It reminded me about ibu...about how the ulcer would have affected her. Here Vitesh has been sick too for almost 1 month. I really feel sorry for these fragile ones. Please take care of yourself first. Don't bother about what people say...you can't do much to change their mindset and why seek sympathy.....you don't need that my dear. Family comes first!!! "Life's greatest achievement is the continual remaking of yourself so that at last you hnow how to live"..Cheer up :-)

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