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moment wif ayah

i've never that eager to meet ayah. never in my entire life. but yesterday, ive rushed home wif 2 pkt rice for ayah and me. i hv not seen him since last week, ive been recuperating at home while my mind been wondering how was he doing at home. cik nanik said "ur ayah is a straight man, almost naive when it comes to love and most times, he's not sensitive to people but he's only sensitive to himself. i know that cos he's my brother. that was what cik nanik told me the other day. somehow, after ibuk's death i finally find to time to get to know my ayah. to be able to talk to him ALONE.

alhmadulilah i reach home right on time, ayah was getting ready to go out. I told him i brought lunch!! so we chat .. chat and chat .. for 3 hrs. what i told him the other day, been eating him till madness .. thanks to me ofcourse. was i glad? was it pay back time now? or was i just too soft? the true fact is, im one of the TAIB's. Im just being 'em (perhaps) or being ibuk? forgiving forever..
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