is there song on "December"?

once a while it feels great to have frens who ask 'how ur doing' and really meant it. *smile* - i love u for doing that, thanks.

its december, everywhere pple bz shopping and looking forward for xmas. yeah i love xmas .. i love december more eversince i was young. The month filled with celebrations. 3rd december was the day my parents tied the knot. 12 december was my ibuk birthday, 12 december would be BIG $$ day!! 12 december would be my eldest son birthday. 25 december while everybody happily giving away presents .. at least i got to rest at home. But this year, when pple looked at me and said "well, xmas is coming" and my heart would say "yeah, its gonna be a year now. its ibuk death anniversary".

past 2 nites, kimi been telling me that he wanted Nyai. It came out of nowhere, he knew Nyai residing @ kubur now but i guess he missed my mother TLC perhaps. Ibuk would love to kiss, hug, kiss or just sat togehter cuddling her 'cucus'. Wonderful kan my ibuk??

as ibuk bday and death anniversary getting nearer .. im emotionally unstable again ... love u ibuk with all my heart and everything that worthy of ur love ..

yours truly
lunacy

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Salam Sayang utk Ibu-Ibu

Lagu:Untuk Ibu Dari:Black Dog Bone Dari jiwa yang luhur datang keinsafan Mengenangkan ibuku yang melahirkan Membelai penuh manja dan membesarkan Pengorbananmu ibu aku sanjungi Kini waktunya untuk kubalas jasa Padamu ibu tercinta Engkaulah syurga tiada bandingannya Nasib ibu akan kubela Oh oh oh Kasihmu ibu tiada berbelah bagi Memelihara aku sepenuh hati Kesihatan dirimu tak kau hiraukan Engkau menjaga aku seperti nyawa

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