Pagi ni smua rasa tak betul. hati meluap2 tapi aku tetap diam, segalanya mendatangkan kemarahan. Sebelum keadaan melarat aku kluar rumah untuk ke office walaupun pagi masih gelap. Berbagai benda berlegar dlm otak entah lah dari semalam aku dah macam gini. sengaja aku tidur awal to avoid talking to lovey. Even the programme on tv loath me to death. pagi ni, issue tudung mustard piss me off, dibdib pulak tak mau buat homework, hump! Dat's it, aku bersiap dan terus kluar. mungkin penat dan tak cukup tidur kot . Suasana pagi di luar segar saje .. entah kenapa langkah ku seakan slow sangat. Im practically dragging my feet, tekak rasa macam tercekik, pathetic kan? Aku lihat2 keliling dan dapat lihat di belakang tempat memungut sampat ada wanita berbaju kurung sedang duduk di situ walaupun tak berapa clear sebab dia di cover dgn kotak2. Aku nampak tuan2 yg membela anjin berlari2 anak, aku nampak ramai nyonya2 berlari2 anak. Haaaiii, aku jugak yg terbelakang. Jarang skali muka aku masam ma...
can you see happiness in my eyes. I like that .. i like to be happy and chirpy like the birds in the morning .. tho, one of my eyes was covered by my 'senget' specticles. im still happy with the way it turn out. it really captured the HAPPY mood. We are the Working Moms!! the one forever bz juggling between home-work-kids-hubby-personal indulgence ha!
im happy to meet 'em. Bless indeed for having frens to share my worries and frustration on everyday life. I found a train comfy enuf for me to continue my life journey. Its on the othe lane, a different track. Tho there were times when i wish the old train didn't leave me stranded but i have to give in to FATE. Im happy to lose that 'sadness' in my eyes ..
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20.01.2010