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with Spain winning the final game, i bid my goodbye to sleepless nites. One months of exciting games full of ups and down. Till 2014 in Brazil ..


yet im still having this unsettling feeling inside me. Eversince the spread of his secret videos followed by his arrested. I've been partly sadden by the whole thing. I guess this was how ibuk must had felt when Jamal A was nabbed for drugs over and over yet Ibuk would still remain his ardent fan. I've been digging Peterpan's songs and listening to it over and over just like what i did whenever i felt lonely. Their songs been too close to me to inspired and kept me going, that was how strong i felt for this band. I've been watching Ariel on YouTube, funny i never did this before and i tell you tho i too was somehow smitten by his short and fresh hairdo but i wud still prefer listening to his voice and his songs. And i absolutely preferrd watching him with his clothes on.

and there was the gf, my fav luna from Dashyat. Dashyat seemed incomplete without her, even Olga seemed to be frustrated with the 'stand in' for luna. The late Mama Lauren once predicted that Ariel and Luna would not make it to 'pelaminan'. Hai, could Mama Lauren prediction be as powerful as Paul the Kurita (read: sotong)??.

So far, Im glad that Lovey shared the same sentiment as me. A personal video for personal collection, yes it was not the right thing to do (perhaps this is part of God punishment to those involved).  But this was not an isolated case i hope the case could be solve real fast. Im wishing for miracle here, hoping he will be out soon, i can't wait to listen to their latest creation, new songs as Peterpan or not .. 'and im still "A Sahabat Peterpan".

Entah kapan malam berhenti, teman, aku masih menunggu pagi...

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