suatu masa dulu, bila mendengar cerita tentang Rasulullah aje, airmata ini pasti mengalir. Aku teringat waktu aku hadiri majlis perkahwinaan Baah dulu. Ada kumpulan nasyid yang menyanyikan lagu tentang Rasulullah. Airmata aku berlinang tak semena-mena. Begitulah kecintaanku pada Habibullah. Tapi setelah lama sibukkan diri dgn tanggungjawab harian dan kerja, kecintaan yang aku rasakan makin menipis.. aku rindukan masa2 air mata mengalir kerana Allah dan Islam. Tak tau macam mana, hujung minggu yang sudah, semasa aku sedang mengajar Adib dgn mata pelajaran 'Tarbiyah' bila aje sampai cerita tentang kewafatan Rasulullah. Aku baca dan menjadi sebak, tak dapat aku sampaikan kisah Rasul pada Adib kerana terlalu sebak. Mata Adib pun ikut berair. Adib jadi binggung kenapa aku menangis. Subhanallah, terima kasih Ya Rab .. sesungguhnya hambaMu in beriman dgn Allah dan RasulNya. Amin
i just can't seem to remember my username. but after i made the enquiry and try to to get in again, it WORKS!. ayo ..manyak susah lor
anyway, a fren there.. just linked me to her blog. it was cool stuff. full of weird words that i think i might need a dicky to check out the real meaning. But that's ok, it makes life more interesting and at least i knoe that my vocab is still near to uno. Gosh! i should learn words it will be good for my young lovey too. Should stop learning languages from tv. Oh well, no wonder i flunk my GP. But that’s ok, at least i found my love partner when i re-sit for the exam.
so a fren of mine just got a prada bag and tod's. i noe prada but wat’s a tod's? but its ok, its not as if im gonna get one too. Maybe I should go to petaling street heh …
so after almost of 30xx old of living, i guess this is who i am eh? it would be good if i can do a survey and find out how my frens look at me. but adulthood is so different. I just hv to do ...
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