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Today, im back to square one. I could either be lone ranger and happily go out shopping and forget abt lunch.
Life has been bz eversince ... ever!! i hv no time to read Jimi's gift yet. Im looking forward to Dec.  Right now its either work or coaching Adib for exam and Kimi too to kick start him for next yr entrance test to P1. I hope Allah will grant my family and I with good health and Iman.

Last 2 days i suddenly had fever. I was so weak, i can barely open my eyes. I remembered lying down on the bed and felt lovey put on blanket over me. Still i could not say a word to him.  That night, Ibuk came in my dream.  I could feel her cheerful self and sweet smile.  Somehow I get the msg that she told me I'll be ok on my own. All of us were there .. on such a sunny day.  I woke up that early morning before dawn to perform my Isyak and I realised that Ibuk had left us more than 2yrs now. The feeling of having Ibuk in my dream was so great that its hard to believe everything was unreal.  I started to cry after my solat.  Thanking Ibuk for coming to see me when i was sick and weak.  I love her so much and i cant believer even now she still watch over me and family.  I love you, Ibuk. I love you ..

Good news to hear, Lovey might be transferred for a new posting soon. Ya Allah, he's very happy with the news, make it a smooth one for him, pls.

another good news, we'll be meeting Cekmi again!! hahaha Insyallah.

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