Jangan Kau provoke hati ini. Hati ini sudah lama aku matikan amarahnya. Aku siramkan dgn Iman dan cinta. Aku ikhlaskan segalanya. Biar apa pun rasanya, aku tempuh dan redhan dgn niat lillahi taala. Tapi pada masa ini, imanku menipis mungkin, sabarku pamit, hatiku tercalar. Aku jadi sakit dengan situasi sekarang, mati walaupun itu yang aku harapkan ia tidak dtg bergolek.
Kata-kata mu meyakinkan aku dengan 'kesialanku'. Hati ini bertambah lemah. La hawlawala...
Aku perlukan doa kamu semua. Aku perlu Allah melembutkan hati kalian. Aku perlukan semua berbaik semua.
i just can't seem to remember my username. but after i made the enquiry and try to to get in again, it WORKS!. ayo ..manyak susah lor
anyway, a fren there.. just linked me to her blog. it was cool stuff. full of weird words that i think i might need a dicky to check out the real meaning. But that's ok, it makes life more interesting and at least i knoe that my vocab is still near to uno. Gosh! i should learn words it will be good for my young lovey too. Should stop learning languages from tv. Oh well, no wonder i flunk my GP. But that’s ok, at least i found my love partner when i re-sit for the exam.
so a fren of mine just got a prada bag and tod's. i noe prada but wat’s a tod's? but its ok, its not as if im gonna get one too. Maybe I should go to petaling street heh …
so after almost of 30xx old of living, i guess this is who i am eh? it would be good if i can do a survey and find out how my frens look at me. but adulthood is so different. I just hv to do ...
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