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Ramadhan Mubarak ya karim...
Jumaat lepas aku jadi frust, mungkin penat dr memasak dan kurang tidur. Frust yang aku simpan menjadikan aku jauhkan diri dari family. Akhirnya, aku pecah kan kesepian dan mengadu dgn lovey. Bukan aku merungut atau tak suka cuma aku rasakan ini la cobaan ramadhan utk aku. Di saat Lovey cuma ringgankan kerja aku, guru tuisyen Adib minta aku tolong zap kan kertas soalan science, seorang anak kecik Yg aku tak pernah jumpa minta aku mendukungnya, menangis dia bila aku tak layan. Adam, baru setahun empat bulan. Mampu mencuri hari ku. Dan Anak sedara yang mau berak minta dicebukkan. Ini semua berlaku di tempat tuition Adib.
Aku jadi ketawa, lucu jadinya. Bila aku mulai complain, makin bertambah kerja. Astaghfirullah. Ampunkan aku Ya Allah.. Semoga aku bisa terus mendidik hati ini agar lebih bersyukur. Insyallah, Ameen.

Semoga Qaisarah, Ani lil princess sihat tanpa complication.

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