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Minggu lepas aku keletihan dgn urusan harian ku. Minggu ini pula terlalu mudah utk aku menitiskan airmata.

Mak, selalu mengingatkan aku supaya jgn lupa makan. Kengkadang dia call bertanya khabar. Ya Allah, berikanlah syurga buat kedua2 Bonda dan Ayahanda.

Isnin, sewaktu aku di pasar geylang.. Seorang penjaja yang aku tak kenali mula berbual2 dgn ku dan dia memberitahu rahsia disebalik kejayaan perniagaan dia. Katanya rahsianya satu aja: jaga ibu dan ayah. Subhanallah, terima kasih Ya Allah. Adakah krn keluhanku, lalu kau menghantarkan seseorang utk menyejukkan hati ini. Terasa dekat diri ini dgn Mu, Ya Rabb. Alhamdulilah ..

Aku jadi lebih pelik bila duduk berbual dgn ayah menjadi perkara harian, perbualan yang di'repeat' mcm "rekod rosak"( Ibuk would say). Berbualan itu jugak la yang buat hati aku sebak. Bila aku mahu pulang awal ayah kata "takpe, ayah boleh jaga diri sendiri, wati pun penat kan". Allahu Akbar! Hanya Engkau saja yang memahami hati ini...

Dan... Tahniah Adib, highest in Nahu, 1st in class dan A* in Malay. Manis betul kejayaan ini. Semoga terus cemerlang ya Adib.

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the after look..

At last i found time to snap few pictures of my kitchen and toilets. Ita a simple one so dun put high hopes on it k, its the time for "zen look" lah ... notice the simplicity? No matter what, new one will always look better kan? They say its nice to hv the same theme for kitchen and kitchen toilet .. so follow lor... my pink toilet ... pink suppose to be romantic mah... so can lomen-lomen lor...

blurgh

remember the wedding card of a classmate i posted weeks ago? this morning lovey and me were @ the bank and we bumbed into that classmate's husband which happened to be lovey's senior and imshe ex-colleague. I got the change to double confirm wif him .. on his wife lulu if she was really my classmate hahaha .. betul lah tuu I told him to kirim salam her. If lulu try to forget us .. or hide from us err too bad we are her living history. my blur'kong is getting worst - after work yesterday we headed to contractor office to make out ops not makingout!! to make our 2nd payment .. i took out the check book ceeeehhh like banyiak duit gitu. Told lovey to write .. sekali tuuu? eik??? its the old check book daaa .. i brought the wrong one. This morning, lovey said he just wanna gave cash .. tu yg pergi bank pepagi buta tuuu... - feels like drinking HL milk .. tekak prefer to drink white milk .. balik office tengok aik? chocolate!!! minum jer lah... - just came back from the "dr...

morning & me

Pagi ni smua rasa tak betul. hati meluap2 tapi aku tetap diam, segalanya mendatangkan kemarahan. Sebelum keadaan melarat aku kluar rumah untuk ke office walaupun pagi masih gelap. Berbagai benda berlegar dlm otak entah lah dari semalam aku dah macam gini. sengaja aku tidur awal to avoid talking to lovey. Even the programme on tv loath me to death. pagi ni, issue tudung mustard piss me off, dibdib pulak tak mau buat homework, hump! Dat's it, aku bersiap dan terus kluar. mungkin penat dan tak cukup tidur kot . Suasana pagi di luar segar saje .. entah kenapa langkah ku seakan slow sangat. Im practically dragging my feet, tekak rasa macam tercekik, pathetic kan? Aku lihat2 keliling dan dapat lihat di belakang tempat memungut sampat ada wanita berbaju kurung sedang duduk di situ walaupun tak berapa clear sebab dia di cover dgn kotak2. Aku nampak tuan2 yg membela anjin berlari2 anak, aku nampak ramai nyonya2 berlari2 anak. Haaaiii, aku jugak yg terbelakang. Jarang skali muka aku masam ma...

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