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Letter to my Adeena

My dearest Adeena
Yesterday 15 Dec 2015, when Ayah and Ibu told your abang Adib and Abang Kimi about the complications that doctor found from the detail scan, abang Kimi cried the whole day and night. Ibu had to stay strong cos both Ayah and Abang Kimi were so devastated. Abang Adib was sad but not as bad at least ibu has one less person to worry about.

Today, Dr Chandra called Ibu to ask what will be Ibu desicion. Based on Dr opinion its best to terminate you, Adeena. Ya Allah, how on earth can ibu do that to you, sayang. Your life is not in my hand but Allah. If Allah said its time for you to go, Ibu redha sayang. But to take you away from this world is something that I cannot do. Period!.

So today, Ibu told ayah that we have to continue our lives instead of crying thingking that we could lose you anytime. We called Kiki and Thea so all of us could clean up Yayi house at Haig Road.

When Kiki asked about the detail scan while we where in the car, Ibu could see ayah tears rolling on his cheeck. You should know by now how much your Ayah has been doing a lot of wonderful things for us. And to know that you are sick worries and sadden him. However, Ibu already told Ayah that I would keep you till death do us apart, sayang.

Later on, Ibu told Yeyeh about your condition. You know Yeyeh is the only family that Ibu has left and you should know how emotional Ibu can get when I told her the news. Alhamdulilah, both Kiki & Yeyeh agree that we could not just terminate lives just like that. It helps a lot to know other people share the same opinion as us.

Adeena, your Yeyeh even spent $200 over dollars to blanja us Seafood!!. Thank you Yeyeh. Thank you so much. Please doakan for little Adeena ya.

Ibu has been taking a lot of ningxia red and frankenscence to help you develop well and generate the cells and the whatever that is lacking in your chromosom, Sayang. We also pray to Allah for his miracle because Allah only need to say Kun Faya Kun and things will turn out alright for you.

Adeena, you stay strong and healthy okay. We will do whatever we can for you, Sayang.

Hug and Kissess to my darling princess
Ibu

P.s: when Thea kiss ayah after solat tadi, ayah can't help but cry.. ayah must be imagining Adeena grows pretty n healthy as Thea *sob*


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