si cevek yg dedih its hard to accept the truth but nilah kenyataanya. For the first time in my life, am looking fat. Oversize, overloaded and overeat. I have not come to the level of hating my body yet .. am afraid i just might soon. you see, since young i was always the "kudut Rat" yup never "Fat". I wore big shirt/blouse/baju kurung just to hide the skeleton inside .. i wore baggy pants so pple won't be able to see the 2 tiang gol!!. I wore big chunk of watch to hide my bones. Yes, i was like that .. i wanted so much to gain some weight but it never happen... a good friend of mine said *sebab dia selalu kene sumpah* hahaha!! I was damn pissed by her comments. Looking back, im thankful for the sumpahan at least am not fat! Back then, i was all flat, no hour glass figure at all. No wonder aku tak de boyfren!!! ish!! When i started working, my colleague called me "cutie pie". They said im slim, young and pretty (lahhh konon tuuu). That was the time i...