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ayah received an invitation card and perhaps the bride was my classmate back in skool. The one i wrote my first ever valentine card to. i heard her youngest kid sista is married and move to italy .. to lulu, Congrats .. hope u still remember (me)

1 or 2 yrs back i was left "alone" without partner not too sure where my partner was .. recuperated @ home (maybe). I was lonely and i found peterpan and their songs. That kept me company for the longest time ever. For the past weeks i felt "alone" again. i missed her. No, i didnt tell her about it, i don't see the reason. But like people in love .. i kept on seeing pple that resemble her .. wear the pink and green punjabi suit like one of hers, the same hair length, the smell .. hmm typing this out makes me cry abit. Entah rindu sampai nak ke tahap hurtful .. entah apa tak tahu lah nak tulis its like im losing a missing piece of my everyday life. No one could see it, its kindda transparent but when it hurt .. i felt it.. The time was just right. I bought peterpan latest. It shall keep me company .. till im ok (maybe). hahaha ive been ignoring those emails .. got feedbaack already lah. some said "dun want lah fren like u" like i care? oh yeah i do car...

Nothing much just sharing my morning with all of u .. i forgot what we named this thing hehe over Benjamin Sheares Bridge Oh yeah, dats where im heading.. across the sea hv a great weekend!!

this morning calling up the help desk for some IT assistant and i got goosebump all ova my body when the a person on the other line pick up and said " hello gud morning, my name is helmy, how may i help u maam?" Gussshhh... start lah tuu tergagap gagap cos at the back of my mind still trying to distinguish the voice. Especially when he said so" you are bla bal bla bte bla bla ?" hmmm ... it couldnt be him lah! been wanting to listen to blur esp the song "to the end" - looking back, it was one of the nicest moment i can remembered. Adek in her teens. Always with me everywhere i go. Bought her things .. things that i never get the chance to have. The late nite meggie mee - goreng and MTV. 2-3 movies per month. Apek also know us .. the only thing, he never gave us free/discounted movie tickets cheh! ! Adek crazy ova Damon Albarn, her thick spect like Graham Coxon.. i was the BIG sister . Song: Blur Title: To the end What happened to us? (jusqua la fin) So...

kimi big eyes this was taken last nite, when he was wide awake. My darling bushuk ni is such a goody-goody. Currently he loves to play peek-a-boo and his fav word or rather his first sound was "booboo". Ahak! i miss his smell already... marvel hero dibdib - our superhero wannabe Ipoh WhiteCoffee eversince cekmi wrote abt the whitecoffee i kept on wondering how good does it taste.. better than black coffee (maybe). Found a 3-in-1 Ipoh WhiteCoffee in ShenSheong. After few times of hesitation .. lovey said "quit starring at the coffee can? just grabbed it lah" hahaha so far, no regret!! indulge who can resist? brownie wif ice cream on top, strawberry, chocolate&nuts topping.. slurp slurp i tell u. parting momento nothing fancy just a silver bangle wif engrave names on it.. Its for Yat, she left for Melbourne. " Oh darling dear.. now we hv more reasons to fly there kan kan kan?" hidup ini adalah tentang kesederhanan and kesyukuran. pastikan kita tidak...

this morning i came with jeans and printed white top. not too sure why but i just feel fat wearing the top that ive been wearing for .. less than 10 times to office. Its very comfortable but somehow i just felt fat. After i had my lunch which ibu kindda bought for me this morning i went down to IP grab a plain white shirt (5$) and brown tight-T(8$) went back to the office and change!! so far no one noticed me yet since i change "skin" hahaha this is what happened to me when im on my own... no one to stop my ridiculousness and no one to understand what's going on in my mind. p/s: deep down inside i kindda miss her already, i doubt she feels the same :(